This was how I felt. I was standing at the top of a high cliff, and I could hear the sea below, crashing on treacherous rocks.
I wanted to fall off that cliff and never think about anything ever again. It was like I was hanging from my life by a thin thread, and when it broke, I would spin into an abyss and get lost forever. I was a spectator on my own life, looking at it from the outside, while everything happened to someone else.
Everything had gone upside down, sideways and in an out, and over itself so that I couldn’t sort anything out anymore. It was like I’d broken through into another world where the people looked the same but were entirely different. It was like I would never, never ever be normal. I would be scared and lonely forever.
Dad, why didn’t you tell us?
Dad, why didn
