Finding Love

Chapter 5

I got home and brushed my teeth and changed my clothes. I hope Erick would not notice how nervous I was. I will tell him; I want to give myself more time with Dylan to see if I was really in love with him. I had fallen asleep before Erick came home. I worked hard at the hospital. Maybe I should start working there daily, get the full Dylan experience. I knew I had dreamt of him last night. Erick was sitting drunk in the chair next to the bed. “Any reason you were moaning and m**********g about my almost dead best friend?” “Erick, I have no clue why I would do that.” “Yeah, okay. Is that why you were at the hospital yesterday?” “I was there talking to the front about a job, then since I was there, tried to work s**t out with Dylan, he hates me babe.” He seemed to back off a little when I mentioned a job, maybe he can take some time off. I did miss him so much. I took a shower and headed to the kitchen. Erick was eating his food, and I was grabbing mine. “I am going back to the hospital today. I think I start training today as a nurse.” “That is nice babe, I want to see you in your nurses dress.” “I will come home in it then.” I gave him a kiss, it was dull. No longer special like the one with Dylan yesterday. I feel like the world’s biggest w***e. I am in love with both, but only one kiss made me feel a spark. Erick used to do that, now it is always a dull one. Erick had left and I was alone. I had waited until I knew he was working again. I made my way to the hospital. Stacey was in the front talking to a patient, I waved her down. “Stacey! I need your help.” “What is it, Alex?” “I want to work here; can I start training today?” “Yes, of course, you would make an excellent head nurse.” “Head? I should start at the bottom.” “Yeah, we need a new head, and no one wants to do it.” “Okay, perfect, what do I do?” “You walk around and check the nurses, make sure they do the job they were given.” “Perfect, I need a dress and I would need to change.” Stacey gave me the head nurse dress. I made it to Dylan’s room to change. I was in my bra and undies; he was watching me. “Well, when did I sign up for the entertainment?” I made it over to the bed and got on top of him, I was grinding all over him. He had a new b***r, and I was ready to take it. I slipped off my underwear and kissed him.

            After I knew he was ready, I slipped him inside of me. I was still tight, but not for long. Dylan had a huge c**k, bigger than Erick. Dylan rolled me over, so he was on top now, this was the most amazing thing I have ever felt. “f**k, Alex, you are so tight, I need to f*****g cum.” “Dylan, c*m in me, don’t stop. I f*****g need you right now. f**k me harder.” We were going at it so hard you could hear his balls clapping against my body. He finally came inside me, and he sealed it with a kiss. “Dylan?” “Don’t you f*****g say a word of this to Erick.” “Okay, but he will know. Why do not you just share me. I will talk to him tonight; I know he will let it happen.” “f**k, Alex, if you can get him to agree to that, I will f**k you for the rest of my life. You are an angel; I swear by it. I f*****g love that sweet p***y of yours.” “I will talk to Erick tonight.” I showered in Dylan’s bathroom and changed into my new work dress. I worked for the last five hours of my shift and clocked out. Erick was waiting in the lobby for me. “Hey, you must be tired.” “You have no idea. I had fun though, Stacey showed me around.” “I heard, I also heard you were the new head nurse. On the first day? Congratulations, you are my hero.” “Well, I want to talk to you.” We were in his car headed home. “What is it, you can talk to me about anything.” “Promise?” “Of course, the only thing I never want to hear again, is that you are leaving me.” “Okay… well, I want you to share me with Dylan. I would still be your wife, and his girlfriend. You shared Natalie; you can share me too.” “Where the f**k did that come from?” “We made up, he apologized for everything, and I did too. Also, we shared a moment at the hospital. It was nice, he was there for me.” “Okay, fine. I get it, he has a bigger c**k, I have the bigger heart. Sure, we can share.” “Really?” “Yeah, as long as I can still f**k you too.” “Of course, you will be my husband, not him.”     We went to bed that night, it was different. He would not let me cuddle with him. I woke up and he was gone, there was no note this time. I got dressed and headed for the hospital. I clocked in and did my morning rounds, nothing interesting, a few gsw’s and a broken wrist. I made it to Dylan’s room, he was laying there with no shirt on. f**k, he was so hot. Dylan was the quiet nerdy type; he knew when to fight. “Good morning hot stuff.” “Hey, I talked to Erick, he was down to share, but now he isn’t acting right.” “He will get over it. Just ignore him and come f**k me again.” I locked the door and made it over to him. I leaned in and kissed his neck, he was moaning. I decided to nip his neck in between. “f**k, Alex, keep doing that, it feels so good.” I did what he asked, he grew a bruise and started to bleed. We ignored the blood, now we were both naked, grinding on each other. I was horny, watching him smile. He was hard, so I stuck it in. “Alex, can we take it slow this time? I want to see what you are really made of.” “Anything for you, just make sure I squirt all over you when I am done.” “Your wish is my command.” We started slow, he felt so good, I wanted more. “Dylan, harder, please, make me cum.” “Call me Sir, and you will never be f****d so hard by anyone again.” “Yes, sir.” Then he pushed me off and bent me over the bed. When he went inside, we were rough. We lasted for a few hours, every time I wanted more, I called him by that name. We lost count of how many times we had orgasmed. I had an hour left of work; I was so tired. I took a shower, and found an empty room to sleep in. When I woke up, I ran and grabbed coffee from the cafeteria. I saw Erick sitting there waiting for me.          

            “What the f**k, you never came home last night? Were you sleeping with him all night?” “No, I was tired when I got off work, I didn’t think I should drive home.” “Why didn’t you call me?” “You were at work too my love, I didn’t think you wanted to be bothered at work. I was fine in an empty room, you can ask Penny, she saw me go into the room.” “I believe you, sorry it was a long night without you.” He leaned in and kissed me; it was like before. Was he afraid of losing me to Dylan? I was still in love with him, but Dylan was dangerous and more fun. He knew how to blow off work to have fun. Erick was all about work, kind of like Jim was. “Well, we both should get to work, I love you, Alex.” “I love you too.”

A Few Weeks Later….

A few weeks had passed, and every day was better than the last. Dylan came home from the hospital. I was still working there a few days a week and Erick was promoted to chief, so he never was around. So much for my big wedding with him. When I came home from the hospital Dylan would be waiting for me with dinner ready. “Hey hot stuff, ready for dinner?” “You know it.” “Erick sent you a letter today.” I opened it, it read

            Alex, I love you more than words can say. This is the hardest thing I have ever done. The abandoned is no longer ours to fight, so we must move to the Middle East. Stay with Dylan, he will keep you safe. I will be home in five years. We can be married then. I love you, Erick.

            “Oh, my f*****g God. He is leaving us. He is moving to the middle f*****g east!” “That is good for me.” He chuckled and I went into my room. I grabbed the sexiest pair of lingerie I could find. I changed into it, along with my hair and makeup. I laid on the bed until he called for me. “Alex, I was kidding, come on out. I can distract your troubled mind sweets.” “Come in, Sir.” He opened the door, and he had an instant b***r. “What the hell is this? My perfect little fantasy. f**k Alex, I love this game.” “Yes, sir.” “Oh, it is so on now, how would you like me to take you.” He grabbed my throat, and my ass popped out. He smacked it hard enough, I was soaked. “Sir, remember the one game we played, we had first met.” “Oh, you want sir to r**e you, that’s a dirty game to play. I will do what I please and keep your f*****g dirty mouth shut.” “Yes sir.” We both smiled. He liked where I took this too. He deserved this for being so good to me. He shoved his c**k into my p***y. It did not take him long to pound me as hard as he ever had before. I squirted several times. After an hour of one position, he bent me over the bed and did it again. “You like when sir f***s your p***y?” “Yes, sir.” There was a big wet spot from where I had squirted all over him. He saw me give into him again, so he pulled out and shoved his c**k down my throat. After a few minutes of that, he bent me over again. He put it in my p***y and pulled out a few times, teasing me. “I want you to know your title when we f**k, you are nothing but a dirty w***e. You deserve to be treated as so; do you understand?” “Yes, sir.” I agreed to everything he said. His d**k was dripping from me, he pulled it out one last time. I was still bent over, and he shoved his c**k up my ass. It hurt at first, but he kept going. Each turn was harder and faster than the last. He put in back in my p***y and kept going. He finally moaned in relief.

            “Damn, girl, you are my perfect fantasy.” “I know, I was hoping you would like that.” “Oh, f**k yeah I loved it.” Dylan was getting up, I pulled him down. He kissed and cuddled for a few moments. We both had passed out. That was the first time we ever shared an intimate moment without s*x. The next morning, I woke up with Dylan, he was still next to me. “Hey, you, thank you for last night.” “Any time beautiful. I do need a break tonight though. You got me good last night.” We both chuckled and he kissed me on the cheek. “What was that for?” “What we only have s*x?” “No, but it was nice.” “Alex, he isn’t the only one who can love you.” That was it, he loved me, I wonder what he will do with me tonight? “I know, and he isn’t the only one I am in love with.” Dylan kissed me, it was long and passionate. I forgot how to love since Erick was away, I thought Dylan and I were just f**k buddies. “We are all going to a college party, want to join us?” “That sounds like fun.” “Go get ready, party starts in three hours.” I followed the path to Natalie’s room; her closet was filled with dresses. I picked the shortest one I could find. I was turning into a w***e, but I did not mind one bit. I was having fun.

            I was waiting on Dylan, of course he took forever. “Damn baby, I thought we were taking the night off.” “We are, I just want you to see what you will miss.” “f**k, dressed like that, I will have you by the end of the party for sure.” We left for Florida; it was good to be back home. I was hoping to avoid my family friends, including my mother. We made it to a huge campus in Gainesville. The guys had already made sure we had drinks at the door. I bumped into Stacey. “Hey, Alex.” “Hey, how are you.” “I am good, I see you move on quick.” “What do you mean?” “Where is Erick?” “He is in the Middle East.” “Yeah, and you’re goofing off with his best friend.” “He knows, they share me. Erick is away so now Dylan gets me.” “Oh, so you can be the new Natalie, got it.” She walked away pissed off. Dylan pulls me off to a small room in the corner. He pulls out a bag with white powder in it. “No, throw that s**t away.” “Relax a little.” He lays me on the bed and pulls the dress off me. I do as he tells me. He forms a line of the white powder on my stomach leading downwards. He proceeds my snorting it, leaving me with goosebumps. “Wow, that was intense.” “Come on party girl, show your wild side tonight.” I grabbed the bag and made a smaller line down to his c**k. I snorted the same way he did. It was like a head rush. I licked his body from where the line was to his neck. We made out for a while. I was sitting on his lap, grinding on his big c**k. I have never been so horny. I needed more, I needed him. I grabbed the bad and did another line, and so did he. We f****d for over an hour, until he came inside me. I got dressed and headed for the lady’s room. I splashed some water on my face. When I was leaving to find Dylan, I noticed a familiar face. Erick.

            “So, this is what you do when I am gone?” “No, this was the first time, I swear.” “Yeah, and you smell like s*x, I am so going to kill Dylan. We are going home right now. I promised to keep you safe.” “Wow, who made you, my dad.” “I bet he would hurt you for doing this to yourself. Come on, Alex, you are way better than this.” I sat in silence; I finished my drink. A few moments passed by. “Erick, I... I... need.” I passed out I do not know what happened after that, I woke up in a dark room. Dylan was there. “Dylan, someone spiked… my... drink…” “I know, I did. My friends wanted some of that magic p***y of yours. Hope you don’t mind babe.” “Stop, Erick! Help. Me.” “Erick isn’t here, you will be fine in the morning.” The group of guys led a train on me. I was turning sore. I was blacking out again, someone came in and shot the guys down. There it was, I passed out.

            I woke up a few hours later in my own bed. “Hey sunshine, sorry but I had to call him, I know Dylan when he parties hard.” “Thank you, Stacey. I owe you one.” Erick walked in, in that moment I felt shame. “Erick, I…” “Hush now, I have you. I was away from you for too long. I told the guys to keep going on without me.” “Erick, I love you. I didn’t mean to cause you any harm, I just wanted to have a little fun, I guess Dylan took me too far.” “He will pay for the rest of his life.” I found a bucket next to the bed. I needed it in that second. I have never been so sick in my life. That is when I felt it. “Erick?” “Yes?” “I am pregnant.”