The Wolf Inside

Awakening

" Wanna go to my place? " the girl in front of me said while twirling his fingers in my shirt acting cute in front of me, I just let her do that as I remembered a while ago I saw Gun ignoring us, so I failed in making him jealous? or is he now jealous? it was fun teasing him, the face he makes a while ago, that wicked ugly face that wanted to kill me at any moment is so ridiculous, I laugh out of consciousness that made the blue laced revealing chic gives me a weird look,

" I got to go, it was fun chatting you thank you for the help" I said laughing and was about to leave when she grabbed my arm clinging again to it, is she a koala or what?

" *chuckles* You're cute when you're laughing. Do you want to laugh more?... in the bed with me? till the twilight stops us? " she asked tries in provoking me and there grab me to kiss in an instant but as soon as our face drew nearer and nearer I heard a familiar voice not far from where I'm standing making me smirk. Even this deafening sound the bar provided, his loud annoying voice is still heard and that makes him so pathetic. The one who was attempting to kiss me held my chin to face her but the tension she's giving me doesn't excite me.

" you look more handsomer when you're smiling like that, let me make you smirk more handsome" she complimented me and attempted to kiss me but I stopped her with my bare hands unto his face with a duck mouth wanting to be kissed~ pfft~ wait, who's smiling? I am not smiling at that ridiculous guy claiming he's still not drunk after drinking that Corpse No.2 a while ago? pfft The day my mom and I had that kind of conversation I realize between us we are friends that is why I am acting this way. Gun is still my friend and no one can beat the bond we've for ages.

"I really need to go now, and please the soon we'll meet again, wear some decent clothes That can make me feel excite as you want me to be." I said to her calmly as she smirk in challenge

"deal, I knew you wont fall from my flirting, But Nix let me remind you I may dress like this, but it doesn't mean I am making myself dress like these to attract men I am dressed like this because I have my confidence and I trust in my Confidence" she said, well half true I just smiled t her and patted her head

" yeah, yeah, What ever you are still Ugly Gorgeous, Maria" I teased her and leave her shouting my name for teasing her. She was my foreign 3rd Cousin the daughter of owner of this Bar where My friends and I usually hangs out. Today I decided to talk the matter with Gun, this trust issues I hid for so long will be gone, I'll trust this mate thing and I'll trust Gun. He's still my friend, my best friend

as soon as I reached our table my world felt too heavy. my head was spinning that made me feel mad crazy. so this is really how a wolf look like behind their mate huh? Disgusting. Jut throwing himself to any body just to fulfil his desires what a bullshit. I jut stood their seeing gun over max with their faces inch apart. so this is how he'll make me fall in love with him.

Great- I am disgusted!

The deafening bass music covering all the places with blinding lights toned down and slowly disappearing with the alcoholic scent that was now cover by a sweet scented floral smell strongly lingering unto my nostrils making me feel uneasy and dizzy just like that time I heard gun connecting me via his mind like needing me at the moment he's in heat, that I do not know what's gotten unto me That I immediately run to where he is and did those impulsive acts that I myself question my own self, uncontrollably controllable by those voice, those heat, those eyes, those dizziness, makes me strongly weak, is that gun's scent? It's so strong that it may attract more wolves but who cares, max is there he'll be satisfied now cause the one he'll throw his self to is someone who we'll call has feelings to him, unlike me.

Before they'll saw me staring at them, I headed in the restroom outside where is usually quiet.

This is what I want right? I did not want Gun to be my mate, I only want him to be my friend no matter what.

yeah, No matter what.

the quiet place helps me think in peace, I came here to befriend Gun again not to start a fight again. A while ago before I entered the bar I saw Gun talking to his self nervously but accidentally I heard the last sentences he said to him self grinning and evilly laughed by his well-planned operation just like he was planning to assassinate someone jokingly by planning it too easy and ideally. I was just going to let it go Because I miss my Best friend who stood and stayed with me a long time ago when no one stayed. He knows my issues because he was there for me that time, and he knew what I am capable of doing so, brutally.

I can't stop thinking about Gun, It felt like I am going insane by instant. Him being cornered over by max in that position, in that close amount of space, and in that situation makes me crazy, I don't know what to do. Max is my soon right hand, as a beta he has a responsibility too in his pack. the three of us were opened by the fact we have links in our own pack that made the three of us connected, But I have never imagined that the three of us will be connected like this, and in this kind of circumstances too.

The erotic face gun made closing his eyes while he's over max made my inner wolf feels so hot inside me and made my insanity aroused as not knowing I was half running back inside the Bar. I feel so blue and My vision darkened when I arrived at the situation where Gun was being stared by betas all around the place and max was insanely sniffing the hell out of Gun, it is understandable that This omega's scent is very attractive and can make you active wanting to eat him as if you are a hungry mad dog, but they're in public! we're in public. I was half about to run to get gun but I heard gossips just by the side of where I am standing, and was now glaring at them

"That omega is one shot slut man! He wants to attract betas and alphas in this place, to what? how disgusting right? " The guy with a beard said to his fellow sighting Gun, his pheromones are no joke. how Can he manage to still go here in that kind of state?

"yeah right, but look at those slim body and smooth skin, he might be an exception for me, let me grab a taste for now." his fellow said laughing wickedly, but before he move his what about to do, I intentionally elbowed him in his stomach, He fell on the floor in pain and yelped.

"Oh, I'm sorry I almost trip I did not see you from behind." I sarcastically made an excuse and stood up straight glaring at him coldly

" W-what The f**k!!!" he shouted at me and was about to attack me but before he did that I kick his shin brutally and smirk to him

" you are the one who's disgusting here sirs, mind me taking my best friend out of here? he is not a buffet by the way." I said and I did not hesitate anymore and just ignore them as I run to where Gun was laying and he's was half strip, I know he is in a weak situation because he's in a heat, I am not doing this because I am his mate or anything I am doing This because I am his best Friend and I don't want him to have mate with someone I knew he don't have feelings for.

" You son of a gun" I shouted as I grabbed max in the back and Punch him hardly that he was neither laying on the floor sensationally absorbing the pain I gave and yelped. You're a dead meat now.

"You! You should protect him, not the one who'll attack him first in his heat where he'll be this weak! "I said as I punch the laying man and blood was running down to his nose and mouth, and that is where I was satisfied. the insanity ruling in my head wanting to kill who ever comes to gun taking advantage in his situation like that, is making me a murderer. everyone seemed to have masked, a masked of a blank face that I always hate to see , An expression he always gave me that I always feel anxious and just by that blank expression, everything was all vanishing to me, everyone was leaving me and everyone was accusing me.

someone pulled me away from Max, they don't need to. I don't have plans in killing Max I just want him to wake up.

"Nix that's enough" Maria stopped me, and making me calm myself as I just notice that we drew too much attention inside the bar, Maria grabbed my collar as she whisper something to me

"nix, go get Gun, the betas are now tempted to taste that omega boy." she said

shoot! I almost forgot that he's still in heat. I bitterly walked to gun and abruptly pulling him far away from that bar and headed in my car, But not expecting something to happen as I did not Imagined anything this sense could bring.

we're inside my car now. I looked at Gun as his pink rosy cheeks flushes in red as blood while he was gasping for air as if he was stopping himself from feeling the sensation he has been enduring.

I shook my head decided to bring Gun on his home, thinking he can take care of it himself. but I was the one who can't take care of itself as the wolf inside me was now rejecting my decisions. Should I help him?

I lean forward to Gun as I was about to reach the seatbelt for him to wear, but as I came closer to him his breathing became more heavy and he grabbed my neck and whispers in my ear.

" I know, you want me too" he silently said as the warm air came from his mouth touches my earlobe and the bottom lip of his lips touching my nape seductively, not failing on making me turned on. I let out a heavy gasp refusing this feeling I am feeling right now as he brings the s****l tension in intense scenery. we both was eagerly wanting to be touch, But I am hesitating.

"Calm down Nix" he whisper again but now we are faced heavy breathing to each other One inch apart as our forehead touches and both our nose slowly touches each individuals nose as if this this rubbing and grinding was the beginning of it all. silent moan was heard from Gun as he grabbed me by my neck and Kissed me passionately, his tongue touches my lip wanting for an entrance and I let him, I let his hot tongue enter roam inside me, know me, and feel me as I too feel him.

Is this what mating feels like?? The arousing flowery jittery feeling inside that instead of just feeling anxious the tension and hunger too was present? Making connection to each other longing for more? not only by this but more.