I wake up in Nix's Arms. such a beautiful scenery indeed that I am always wanting to happen, but the scenes in my head can't be overwritten, we did love last night but I ended up having a nightmare! A bloody and traumatizing dream I ever dreamt of. The moment I saw Nix's face I felt like my heart was gripped and was cut into two, having a bad feeling and scary feeling that if I am with him, danger will follow, so I have to let go of this dream that is still kept on bothering me and unwind myself and be back to Nix happily and unproblematic. I look to nix's side profile and caresses his smooth face watching him having a good, comfortable sleep half naked in the bed with me holding my shoulders. " I love you.." I said as I put my forehead gently so that he can't be disturb in his sle

