He always despise me, always making me feel how worst being who I am, Making me feel so bad for choosing what my sexuality is. Always making me feel so bad on why I embraced how male to male mate should be acceptable and always make me feel like this, being crazy, being stupid for still loving him even with those narrow mind he has. For in every pain I felt, the numbness will grew bigger being shallow for the pain may not be felt by me anymore to focus on him only.
Is that so bad?-Is loving someone bad?- forbidden?- unacceptable?
I want to cover eyes, cover my ears to continue to be with Nix. That is where I'll found myself even though I might look lost and unknown. If I'll be gone will he find me? We're now connected and we have been connected I can't afford to lose him, I can't afford
