The week was so long that made me very exhausted at some points, Many weeks have passed my relationship with Nix were like about okay to forced to be okay. I don't know how to feel though I feel very happy now, yes, but I feel uneasy too, especially I observe that Sheila and Nix was somehow close on an unexpected blink of an eye. Nix is acting normally but there are just times that I don't get him. He always avoid the topic when it's about us, he'll avoided being too intimate in public but he is showing desirable intimate pleasure when we are alone together.
Is there any day that I would stop thinking so negative?
I tried to reach my hand at the ceiling as I comfortably laying my back flat in the soft mattress I am at with. The ray of the sun coming in half ways between the curtain i
