A heavy knock hit the door once-hard, sharp, like it wanted to break through. I froze. My breath stopped in my throat. My nails dug into the side of the bed. For a second, I thought it was him, that he’d come back already. That he was ready to continue what he started. My body wouldn’t move. Another knock. Slower this time. But heavier. Like a warning.. My heartbeat roared in my ears. I forced myself to stand, even though my legs shook so bad I had to hold the bed for balance. Each breath scraped down my throat like broken glass. What if it was him? What if it wasn’t? I took a step. Then another. My hands were still trembling. My vision blurred and cleared with every blink. I wiped my face, but my skin was still damp. The room felt colder now. Or maybe it was just me. I reached t

