Three years later... I smiled down at the baby in my arms as he sucked on my breast greedily, filling his little tummy with milk. Lucas put down the diapers that I had asked him to buy, his eyes were tired and red. There were dark rings underneath his eyes. I am sure I looked just the same. Well, it has been a hectic month for us. None of us had enough sleep in days but still, we were oddly happy with that. I gave birth to a healthy baby boy last month and it was hard to get some sleep since then even with the help of Maria and Blair. "Have you decided his name yet?" Lucas asked when the baby let go of my n****e. I started to tap the back of the baby lightly to help him burp. I looked up from the baby and smiled up at Lucas, "I know a name that would be fitting for" I said, trying n

