Oakley POV I'm such a f*****g i***t. I don't know why I didn't tell her about my dad- maybe it was the fear of seeing her look at me with pity, or perhaps I just hadn't had the guts to spill my secrets out to her. Either way, she was right. I am a hypocrite. It seems like everything is starting to uncoil, and the issues just keep building up. At what point do they finally stop? Our blow up at my mother's house was a week ago. It's now been seven days since I've seen or talked to Ava, and I feel like I'm going to explode. My restlessness from my injuries isn't helping my now growing annoyance with not being able to see my girlfriend either, and I'm surprised Matt hasn't socked me one yet for my piss poor attitude. It's not for my lack of trying either. I had texted her that night and a

