Ava POV
I think we can all agree that I'm a complete i***t. As soon as the words slipped from my lips, I knew I'd made a mistake. But I'm stubborn. Way too stubborn to ever admit that to anyone. Now here I am a week later, boyfriendless, and utterly miserable.
I know what you must be thinking. Octavia, just call him and tell him you made a mistake. Yeah, that would be the smart thing to do. Too bad I'm not exactly the most intelligent person around.
Although I do regret what happened, I can't help but think that maybe it was the right thing to do. As soon as Oakley told me he was going to play in the U.S, my heart split in two. I was severely unprepared to hear that and as selfish as it makes me seem, I just don't know if I could have dealt with it. Just the thought of what happened whe
