With the deepest struggle, she turns him down, she replies with the saddest excuse around, 'my girls are waiting online upstairs, perhaps another time, when I'm more appropriately dressed',
They share a little giggle as he notices her attire and trys to convince her by giving her that cheeky smile,
She sticks to her words and gives him a kiss goodbye, then she watches him drive off leaving her all alone behind,
She kicks herself 'what have I done' 'he's so god damn beautiful and oh what I could have done with him'
She walks upstairs looking at the floor and takes a deep breath as she walks in the door,
'Bitches I just turned down some good f*****g d**k for you' she shouts down the mic as she returns to the floor,
She spends the rest of the night reminiscing with friends, glancing at her phone as he messages her again,
'I'm so sorry' she says 'next time I promise'
'Oh and the things I could have done with you'
She knew exactly what she wanted him to do,
She lays in her bed with all these thoughts in her head,
'Surely this guy is going to find someone better instead'.