I sat within the car. Flanked by my parents as we drove in silence toward Silver Shadows Pack. This felt like I was reliving it. A deja-vu. But, unfortunately for me, that meant my mind was flooding me with thoughts of the things that had happened within that dream… nightmare… figment of my imagination… whatever it would have been considered. And those thoughts were taking over. Filling me with fear. Anxiety. Terror. All about what potentially lay ahead.
It was all too much for me to take right now. Tears prickled at my eyes. My breathing was becoming faster as my heart felt like it wanted to beat right on out of my chest. This was not what I wanted for my life. Fear. The unknown. I wanted to be happy. Carefree. I wished now that I had fled with my sister. But I was here. Again, it would
