Black Blood Forest

Chapter Fourteen : The Silver Tiger

It's been months since Antenna died, things are finally going back as it was, today however I couldn't sleep. Looking at the sand time I saw that it's almost in the middle. I always couldn't sleep when it comes to Raul's day. It gives me shivers just thinking about and I will be always awake at the night, thinking what his plans are for me this time or what should I do, how should I behave. How should I not get in trouble? It's the 4th of the month. Its Rauls day. I looked at the sand time again, it's in the middle, knowing it's time to wake up. I made my way to my creepy bathroom quickly washing myself in the cold water which I'm very much use to , after my usual of what I do in the morning, I made my way out, tying myself to the yellow towel which I was given. 

Walking to the cupboard in my room, I choose to wear a sky blue guy t-shirt and a navy blue guy shorts. There all belong to my masters, they gave their old ones to me to wear. I made my way to the kitchen and quickly started with breakfast. 

By time, I was done with breakfast, filling all the dishes on the long dining table. This time I choose to make marmalade muffins, Raspberry filling scones, Banana pancakes, Black pepper sausages, a bowl of oats filled with nuts and berries, three jar of banana milkshake and a jar of fresh squished orange juice. I also made a pot of cinnamon coffee and lastly French toasts filled with peanut butter. 

I was placing the cups and plates when I heard the footsteps of my first master, I'd was Leo. I stood aside quickly lowering my head in respect I wait for the others to join. Caleb was the last one as always seating at the head of the table. I looked at him for approval, he sighs and nod. 

'' thank you Master Caleb" I told softly as I kneel down, waiting for them to finish. I can feel Raul staring at me but I decided not to acknowledge him, my gaze was low all the time. They we're talking to themselves, I don't really pay any attention on it. One of the reason is because I don't understand any of it. It's not my place anyway. My place is to do chores and be their s*x slave when their day come.

After they're done with breakfast, I made my way to the dining table and started to tidy up. Placing everything back in the kitchen. It's my time to eat breakfast. They always made sure I ate if not I'll got a beating. It's one of my so called rule. Caleb normally choose unexpected days to inspect me and to read my mind and check whether I had ate breakfast or not whether I did my chores or not. Better just obey the rules rather than getting beaten and them being humiliated in front of my other masters. I ate a marmalade muffin and drank a glass of banana milkshake. Once I'm done with breakfast I cleaned up the kitchen. I do get off days but that depends whether I needed or not. Normally if they had s*x with me too roughly and I am really bruised, they will give me a day rest for me to recover. 

" Oddeth" I heard my name. I gasp stopped sweeping the floor and looked at Raul , he has a crazy smirk on his face, which I can never get used to. It always makes me afraid of him even more. 

"Yes master Raul" I asked softly in panic gazing down

"Finish dinner by four "he told walking away, oh I am nervous right now. Very nervous right now.

It is around four right now, I'm done with the laundries, dusting and the moping and finally cooked dinner. Dinner is always easy since it's the same which I have to cook every day. After cooking I placed all the food at the dining table and cover it up.

I made myself to my room and took a bad, they always want me to bath before they want to have s*x with me. They want me clean. Making sure applying the mango berry shampoo more to my hair I rinse it clean. Once I was done, I chose to wear a red shirt and a black shorts. I was drying my hair with the towel when I heard Raul calling my name, quickly making my way to him, I found he was outside, pissed of waiting for me outside at the porch. Oh no this is bad. I made my way slowly to him fearing him to death. 

I saw how dark his eyes are, His angry, his mad, I gulped as I lower my head standing in front of him. The next thing I know I was on the ground holding my aching burning cheek looking down on the ground. If I look up at him, he will only get angry more. It seems that I must not look up to any of my masters, it seems as it is a sign of disrespect. 

Raul pulls my hair, I gasp in fear and pain in tears and fearing him now. He made me to stand 

"I'm sorry master" I tried to make thing ease

"You will be" he said as he roughly made me to stand at the back of me and pulls my shorts down from me, I closed my eyes tight openly sobbing now softly, he palms my ass and pulls my hips to him. I bit the bottom my lips closing my eyes. This is how they humiliate me, they will rape me in front of everyone. 

" Take your f*****g shorts off" he says , I shiver but got it of from me still shivering in fear, I felt him walk away from me which made me more nervous. When he faces me he was naked I lower my gaze more crying silently 

" Oddeth" he said in my mind which made me to look at him. He had shifted to a tiger, with the split second he was gone, I was looking for him, I gasp and found myself seating or more like ridding on top of him like a horse but the only different is, it's a huge silver grey white black Tiger. I guess he used his supernatural tricks and by the time I was looking at the front he somehow got me from the back. Raul kep0t walking in the woods am scared panicking. 

It is also sort of paining since I am not protected with any type of material on the bottom, my core its paining and I do not even know how to seat. I Place my hands on its shoulder for balance still crying and I tried to pull my shirt a little down, at least I can cover my ass and I won't feel pain. He stopped walking and growl turning his head slightly at the back as if to get my attention. 

"Don't even think about it "he yelled in my mind which made me to freeze not wanting to get him more upset. He kick both of his back legs a little which made me gasp and jump little. Although the pain is there as his spine is rubbing at my v****a but fear is more that I'm feeling right now

"This will be your punishment, and by the way my tiger got fleas.." he said making me jump again as he starts walking. Silent tears kept coming as he walked, one is out of fear, and two is out of pain.

He kept walking deeper in the woods, its been an hour, I can feel I'm getting wet, I'm not aroused no I'm not but my body is functioning differently suddenly He stopped walking and got up shifting into his human form as I fell down looking at him in horrid. 

" do not move a muscle " he says , I nod and within second he ran shifting back to a tiger in thin air and kept running, I looked at him confused and decided to lay down , not wanting to get punished, I can feel in the middle of thighs is so wet , I pulled the t-shirt in between them to somehow get it dry.

It has been few hours, its night and I'm becoming to get panicked. I can hear the noise of the woods which freaks me out more gasping. I sat up looking around.

" Master Raul..." I called softly , there were sounds of animal growl and then a snake slighter sort. I became to shiver in fear feeling cold and exposed I got up slowly.

" Master Raul.." I start again panicking, they never did this to me. They never left me out of their side if they decided to take me with them to somewhere.

I started to walk to the woods here Raul had walked when I heard a roar and something attacked me which made me to scream falling down in fright, It is a Tiger and its on top me, 

" Arghhhhhhhhhhh....... " I scream crying and sobbing closing my eyes. When It shifted back to Raul and heard him laughing on the top of me. I kept sobbing looking at his icy electric blue eyes. He smirked looking at me twirling my hair

" I thought I said you to not move a muscle.." he said roughly placing his hands under my shirt and grabbing my left breast to show his dominance. I sob looking at him and jump when he pinches my n*****s. Its painful, he smirk looking at me and proceed t take my shirt away from me. He holds my knees and spread them apart which made me wince. I have big thighs so its naturally more painful. 

He plugged in me roughly as I gasp holding my pain, every trust he made sure to insert pain in me. Sucking my boobs, to my neck biting and nibbling anyway he can. I remained as the position as I am. Pleasing him to avoid any sort of further punishment.

Once he was done, his trail his fingers at my lips...

" Kiss me..."he says, it is very unexpected he never asked me before, I hesitated 

" Oddeth.." he warns twirling my hair, he was still on top of me, I reached his lips and kissed him softly, I lay down on the ground looking at him, he smirks shaking his head with a bitter laugh he pulls my head to him and kiss me again hurting my lips. He force his tongue in me. I allowed him to suck my tongue and bite my lips for this punishing kiss. Its nothing I can do really, its been too many months I have been already used to this abuse. Its no point fighting really. They broke my spirit I'm a submissive to them. I whimpered in pain when he trailed his hand to my breast pinching me hard and that caused him to laugh as I sob under him looking at him petrified. 

" tell me Oddeth do you know what day is today.." He asks twirling my hair again. They all like to play with my hair.

" ts your day master" I replied looking at his electronic blue eyes. He smirked twirling my hair still

" My, My Oddeth, your stupid then I thought" I'm confused what else does he wants me to say. It is his day of the month. Fourth that's what today is

He got up from me as I still lay down looking at him

" don't you remember this place, today is the day that we found your pathetic boyfriend and killed him, then again look at you enjoying yourself at his grave f*****g me, kissing me, aren't you a shame of yourself or didn't you ever care for your pathetic motherfucking boyfriend" I feel like dying hearing his words

" Happy Death anniery 

" No,, No" I whispered sobbing turning to my side remembering George, how could he say tha. How could I forgot, how could he bring her here and do this to me

"George, George, George, oh my George...." I whisper kept mourning and sobbing remembering him crying heavily now. Raul left me alone which I am greatful of. I kept crying remembering him. How he kissed me. How He told me he loves me. How he cared for me Oh my gosh George how can I forget him. I hate myself. I love him so much. I hate myself for killing him. I remember everything now. He asked me to run I didn't I went looking for him, he got caught and got killed. Raul killed him, I had s*x with Raul on his grave, the guy who murdered George, On his grave, no, no no no... 

" George, I love you George , I promise, I still love you, no one else but you, no one else but you, I love you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry, I love you, I'm sorry..." I kept mumbling laying on my side stark naked not caring in the world just sobbing, and weeping and crying my hearth out whispering I love you and I'm sorry to him. For a few hours I just went crazy I kept on whispering this words. It's my fault his dead, it's my fault that he got caught. It's my fault he came to this forest. Everything is just my fault.

It's been hours and its morning now, Raul is yet to collect me, and I'm so cold laying on my side still naked. I feel so weak and my silent cries kept coming. Although it is the perfect time for me to escape but why bother, I feel death, I feel like dying, but I couldn't die. I feel trapped, I just feel so trapped.

I felt someone walking to me but I decided to stay as I was. I felt someone carrying me up bridal style which made my head hide at his chest.

"You're alright, you're okay "he mumbles, It was Shawn, I sob on his chest hiding my face as he made his way back to the cabin. 

I kept sobbing hiding my face on his chest, he was still carrying me bridal style. Not wanting to look at anything or anyone. I know were at the cabin already but I still decided not to look. I don't want to look, I just want to hide my face. I was still sobbing my tears coming out on its own efforts, I guess I needed the comfort. 

'' what happened "I heard Caleb asking sternly

'' I don't know, I saw her at the woods, just crying nude like this , Rahul just mind link me to fetch her, I though he was there with her, she was alone, she's freezing a little more I think her hearth might just stop " I felt Caleb twirling my hair but I cried harder hiding my face on Shawn's chest. I just need to be alone, I don't want to be touched 

"Fine just lay her in her bed "

"yes alpha" 

I found myself in my single hey mattress, Shawn pats my hair but I turn aside from Him not wanting to see him 

"Don't you want to wear cloths first or take a bath..." I shook no still crying laying aside not wanting to look at him, I can hear his unsatisfied with my respond. He places the blanket covering me with it. I heard him whispering something on my ears I know it's a sleeping spell. But I don't mind I need sleep anyway. I need to sleep. And that's what I did.