-warning: s****l Content: warning-
Dreaming of him.
He takes me by my hand and leads me to the bed, I stand tall and stare at his bare chest. The same chest I run my hands along. They trail further down to his stomach, he cups my face in those gentle hands of his. Those hands won’t hurt me. He angles my face so I’m staring at him, those blue eyes shine back at me. I search his face, looking, I see his mouth I move to towards him, he meets me half way, I brush my lips against his. He deepens the kiss, his tongue wanting access to all that I have to offer, I open my mouth to allow our tongues to dance. As he continues to kiss me he pushes me softly onto the bed. He lays on top of me. The burning in my stomach tightens, I want more. He breaks away from me, and start a to kiss down my jaw, I let out a tiny sigh. He reaches the spot that will one day hold his mark. It send fresh fireworks through my body. I let out a moan.
‘More’ I say. He reaches for the hem of my blouse and starts to pull it up, leaving a trail of kisses along the way, from my hip to my breasts. My breath hitches in my throat he removes my shirt, and starts his slow descent back down to my hip. He starts to pull my panties off.
‘Is this what my mate wants?’ he says, kissing just above my apex. I moan
‘Yes, Alpha’ I say, my breath picks up faster. He runs his fingers down my side and back up again.
He comes back to me, and starts to kiss me again. My body bows into him. I want more. He chuckles at me.
‘I will give you what you want, but I want to go slow’ he says and he starts to kiss down my body again, stopping at my breasts. He takes one of my n*****s into his mouth and sucks. I let out another moan god this man will drive me mad. He takes the other one into his hand, kneading, and twisting the n****e getting another moan from me. I can hear him rumbling, as if he is purring. He starts his descend again stopping at my hip. He kisses from one hip to the other and back again stopping in the middle. I close my eyes, getting ready to meet cloud nine.
‘Look at me, little mate’ he says. I open my eyes and stare at him. His touches his mouth to me, and I arch into him. He moans, it vibrates my core. As he continues to lick, and suck, his fingers trail down my thighs. The tightening in my belly begins to clench. I am close, and he knows it. He inserts one finger, rubbing slowly, finding my sweet spot. In and out, the pressure is building. I lift up to gain more friction. In and out, his finger toys with me. I reach for his head, grabbing for his hair.
‘Come for me, mate.’ He says, he takes me into his mouth again this time making me explode. I let out a animalistic scream, as I crash down and fall onto cloud nine. I come back to, as he is hovering over me. He takes his pants off, and tosses them aside. His shaft springs out, he centers himself, getting ready to enter me. I feel the poke of him wanting access.
I hear a really loud ringing noise in my ear, I cover my ears to block out the noise.
I open my eyes, as the alarm blares in my ear. I lay there in my bed, soaked with sweat. What has gotten into me. Today is going to be rough to get through, if I’m already dreaming of him. He kissed me last night, after he told me he didn’t want me. I should be angry, but I’m not. I know he had a first love, a Luna to his pack. I had heard of second chance mates. Who would have thought I would be a second chance mate. I know this mate bond is strong, and I feel it every time I think of him. I feel empty, and cold when he’s not around. His scent fills my room still from the he came and woke me out of a nightmare. This is the very scent that made me want to come back, it drove me with the need to come back. I felt grounded when I smell his scent, like my whole universe goes straight. I roll over onto my side. Will I be able to allow him in, will he reject me if he knew what had happened to me? I heard his Luna was murdered, by rogues. Possibly the sane rogues that hunted me that night, and many nights after that. I got out of bed to get a cold shower. When I was done I put on some training clothes, a hoodie so no one could my lower back. See, silver does this thing where if a werewolf is cut by silver, if not properly treated, it will scar. We have excelled healing, where we heal really fast. With silver we need a little bit more help to heal it to get zero scars. I grab my sneakers and head out the door, and make my way to the training field.
As I approach the field, I can see Chris is the only one here. He looks my way.
‘Hi Ray! I didn’t know if you were actually going to come’ he said with a smile.
‘Of course, I need to train, every good Alpha knows that.’ I say smiling back at him.
‘We missed you, ya know. It was boring around here without you’ he says.
‘I’m sure it really wasn’t though.’ I said laughing a little. I laughed. It’s been a long time since I’ve laughed. It actually felt nice.
‘What are we doing first? Want me to run first? I don’t mind running laps.’ I said itching to get started. I love running. Especially in wolf form.
‘Sure, we can start that while we wait for everyone else.’ He said and he came to stand next to me. I started the lead of the run.
‘You hear anymore about what’s going on with the Rogues?’ I asked as we started running.
‘Yea, there was a hideout your brother came across. It’s on the west side border he said the scene was pretty gruesome, and it made him sick. I guess there was a rogue that was slaughtered in that house. Alpha Kane plans to take a tracker over there this morning to see if they can get a scent of someone else. They said that shack looked to be used to hold someone captive.’ He said while keeping pace. A shack? It was a cabin, I knew of it, because that’s where I was held. I hid my scent pretty well, they won’t be able to catch a hint of me there. It made me relax a bit, I didn’t want to answer questions. Not yet at least.
‘Good, maybe then we can finally get on a trail and end the war that is coming’ I said. I wanted the Rogue Kings head. I was going to make him pay for what he did. Chris looked at me.
‘How do you know if there will be a war?’ he asked.
‘I don’t, but you always have to prepare for the worst. The better prepared we are, the less of our people we will lose’ I said looking at him.
‘You have a point Ray, you’re really going to make a great Alpha.’ He said we heard noises behind us. We both looked behind us to see that Kane, my father, and my brother had started their run.
‘You boys will need to catch up, we are on lap five’ Chris yelled out causing me go laugh.
‘She’s a relentless one, just like you Brent!’ he said to my father.
‘Don’t I know it, she will over throw me in her sleep if I don’t keep up. Just like her mother.’ He said laughing.
‘You realize I’m right here… right?’ I dead panned stared. Causing everyone to laugh at me.
‘We sure do sweetheart’ my father said passing us. I was not going to get passed by this old man. I picked up my pace, running after him leaving the others behind. I was going to win this. As I came up along side him he looked at me with a smile on his face. We ran in silence, till I saw the finish marker. I picked up more speed, stuck my tongue out at him and took off. He started laughing and chasing after me.
‘I see nothing has changed!’ he said laughing.
‘Old man, I will outrace you any day.’ I said as I kept my back to him. I could hear him laughing as I crossed the finish marker. I spun around and looked at him.
‘Eat my dirt, old man.’ Which caused him to laugh even harder.
‘Okay, okay I give you win’ he said. As we waited for everyone else to finish he looked at me.
‘I won’t ask you what happened out there, but those bruises are almost a week old. I’m your dad, I worried the whole time while you were out there. I hope, that one day, when you are ready, you can tell me what happened.’ He said. I looked at my father, and reached for him. I hugged him tight.
‘I will Daddy, right now I’m just not ready.’ I whispered. So no one else heard me as they all approached I saw Kane staring at us. I turned to him and bowed. He returned it. Which took me by surprise. Bowing in packs meant a sign of respect. Him returning a bow, meant that he respected me, my title.
Chris came up to us with a clipboard in his hand.
‘Josh, and Ray. You two will train together.’ He said. Josh looked at me amused.
‘It’ll be like old times sister.’ He said.
‘I don’t think so dear brother, I’m much stronger now.’ I said.
‘Maybe, let’s keep count as to how many times we can get each other pinned. Who ever win has to do guard duty for a week.’ He said holding out his hand.
‘Deal.’ I said grabbing his hand and shaking on it. This was going to be easy.