Melissa
I am so nervous right now, yet excited at the same time. Tonight is the night I give myself to Jai, not because he’s pressured me in any way; he hasn’t; in fact, he’s done anything but. However, I feel the time is right, and I’m one hundred percent ready for this.
I might not know much about se.x because I have no personal experience. But I know it’s okay to be a little scared of what’s coming.
Apart from Jai's, I’ve never seen a peni.s in my life. Even then, I didn’t see him standing and only looked for a second. It’s intimidating thinking about Jai’s peni.s, what he’ll do with it, and what he’ll do to me. But I can’t think badly when I know Jai would never hurt me.
I want Jai and I to complete the mate bond. This isn’t even related to what Sally said about me needing the mate
