Kasaba (Noise)

Be Silent

I was on my way home when I saw a classmate of mine wave at me. She is friendly and she lives just a couple of houses down the street so I decided to wave back at her. Oh, she is across the street and I really thought that she was trying to call for me so that we could walk together. And I hurry my pace so that I would not make her wait too long. But as I was jogging along the pedestrian, she is met by another classmate of ours.

F! Did anyone see that? Did she saw that? How embarassing! No!

A heavy weight dawn up on me. A huge embarassment that keeps on laughing at my stupid self.

How could you be stupid! Of course she wasn't waiting for you! Such an embarassment. Who would actually wait for you?

I continue to walk on my own with weights on my shoulder and a tight chest. I have to slow down my pace since I could feel the embarassment rushing through my face eventhough I check numerous times if people actually saw that. I couldn't fave her tomorrow. I just couldn't.

They would talk about you, perhaps they are laughing about you now. Poor little Mad, such a waste. You have no friends.

I stopped walking as I was catching my breath. There were not much people, but they could still see if I cause anymore chaos. I inhaled as much air as I can, counting a good 5 seconds before releasing. The air escaped my lungs with little to no sound.