Jordy The cool depths of the bedroom swallow us and I force my breathing to calm. All night and morning I waited for Grizz and pretended I belonged in his home. I decided: I don’t belong to Augustine any more. I belong to Grizz. I can only hope he wants me. It’s time to show him my true feelings. Now or never. I lead him to the bed. Another time it’d be amusing how our roles are reversed. I’m leading; he’s following. After today, I might never be so bold again. I’m shaking now, facing Grizz, smoothing the button-down shirt I’m wearing. After this he might decide he doesn’t want me. He might kiss my forehead, call Declan and Parker, and send me away forever. I don’t know what he wants. Either way, he’ll know my choice. “I want to show you something,” I repeat. He reaches for me and I

