“I don't have an actual personality.
'Multiple times, on many occasions, different people have said it.
They've said that I don't have a personality. What does that mean? is it true? maybe. I mean, if you look at my past records.
I've done some things that I never knew I could do. As soon as the people watching my children confirmed that they were dead, I just let go.
Did I love Eva?, what would she say if she knew all the things I've done? And would I even defend myself? What about Ivan, he would probably call me a hypocrite. My actions must be justifiable, I need to justify them, or not.
The people I killed, yes, killing is just a means to an end. But the orphanage, I killed those children because I wanted to know how it feels to be the worst criminal. Was I right, no, my parents de
