His Lady In Bed

CHAPTER 2:

Chapter 2

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I had been awake for some time now. I had been awake even when the sunrise hasn't set yet. Kanina pa ako gising but I can't seem to open my eyes. I really want to move out of bed and leave this place but I cannot even move a little because of this man lying right next to me, his whole body entangled with mine.

I can feel his hot breath against my neck, and the warmth of his hands hugging me, and the feeling of his naked body with mine... Memories of what happened between the two of us triggered the fire inside of me fueled by the rhythm of our own dance.

I wanted to see his face. See how handsome he looks. See the man I fell inlove with. See the man whom I offered myself to. I wanted to move to see his face but I am scared, baka kasi kapag gumalaw ako ay magising siya. I tried to smell his scent and I was bombarded by the unfamiliar pheromone, I slowly caressed his arms, wondering why Hiro suddenly has a lighter skintone, but I am pretty sure si Hiro ito. I just shrugged.

Random thoughts were echoing on my mind like, thoughts that I can't seem to utter. Words I can't seem to find. Questions I somehow need some answers, undefined revelations and clarity.

What will happen now?

Thinking of how eager I was to make this happen, somehow made the vague certitude disappear.

I never expected this plan will turn out well and how great he is in bed. He was so loving, so gentle, so tender and so compassionate. He was so giving. He knew it was my first and he was very careful. I know because I felt it.

When I whimper because of pain, he was so full of words trying to soothe me. He showered me tiny kisses to ease the pain. He didn't move. He made me get used of him, of his tool. I know I hurt him too and I knew how much pain he has to endure to make me comfortable. He understood my body and my innocence. He remained clement and consoling.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked again.

I cannot see his face and I really wonder why his voice is different. I tried to open my eyes, pilit akong naghanap ng liwanag na bibigay sa akin ng pagkakataon na makita siya. Ang konting liwanag na nagmumula sa kalangitan ang naging daan para maaninag ko at mahawakan ang kanyang mukha. I cupped his face with my hands and caressed it slowly trying to signal him that I am ready.

He torridly kissed my mouth. Our burning desire is so imminent that we took off our clothes with such intense. We were left naked, standing across with each other, we didn't waste any minute. I encircled my arms around his neck, he clasped my bum and carried me, my legs gripping on his waist. We ardently kissed.

I don't know how we reached the bed. I don't know how we manage to be in the bed when darkness was our ally.

"Hold me.." He huskily said, I can feel his hot mouth on my ear, nibbling it. He guided my hand and wrapped it around his throbbing shaft. I silently gasped. I am making him hard.

I was trembling while holding him. I have seen this on videos and right in that moment it is my first time seeing and holding it. A few guided strokes and he let me touch him. I clasp my hand around it back and forth. I worry if I am doing all of this right but hearing him moan and his hips starting to rock as I squeezed and pumped him, I am doing the right thing.

He reached down to touch my breast and I whimper a soft moan. His touch is burning, and hard. He's strong, he's impatient and the way he kneaded me, is hurting.

He is playing with my breast, running his tongue around it while squeezing it hard. I closed my eyes shut. I wanted to tell him to take me slow but my words left unsaid as his other hand roamed down my legs.

He lifted his head and kissed me again. His mouth seeking entrance, and he groan when I opened up for him.

Bago ko pa ma intindihan ang ginagawa niya ay naramdaman ko na ang kanyang kamay, he rubbed my thighs and without thinking I opened my legs for him. His hand touches my inner, caressing my folds, tracing the undiscovered place I have kept.

I responded to his kisses, to his touches. I followed the path he walked through. I am dampening. This is my first but he seemed to know where to touch and make me feel good.

He flicked his finger on my center. I gripped and uttered a loud moan. He pushed a finger inside me and I shuddered. Pain, excitement and lust rolled in my body.

"You feel so good, so innocent. Did anyone made you feel this good as I do you?"

My insides clenched. I tremble. I feel like throwing up. Did he mean what he just said?

Natabunan lahat ng iyon when I felt him move and positioned himself between my thighs. He took his shaft and he rubbed the head against my fold. Slowly coating it with my moisture.

As if I knew the rhythm we are creating, I raises my hips and rocked it. I wanted something so bad but I can't name it. I want him. I want him inside of me.

I movedI my hips closer and pressed myself to him. Sudden sharp pain flooded my system as I felt him inside of me.

"Ahhhh..." He let out a harsh groan

Tears started to flow down my eyes and cheeks. My legs felt like a jell-o, my heart pounding so fast, my lips close shut not letting any sound out.

"Why? You.. you never told me.." Nang mahimasmasan ay kanyang sinabi. He was kneeling between my legs, not making any move that might hurt the both of us.

I thrusted my hips more, impaling him deeper inside of me. I loudly moaned when A new wave of pain rushed.

"Don't back out. Let's finish this." I said.

I bit my lip when he pushed himself deeper. I could feel my core tearing apart but it feels so damn good. The kind of pain that is sublime. The kind of pain na masakit pero masarap.

"Does it still hurt?" He gently asked

"Kinda.."

"You still want me to continue? Can you handle the pain? I tell you, it will hurt, but I will try to ease the pain. You could've just told me from the beginning you know. I could have been more gentle."

"If sinabi ko ba, do you think this will happen?"

We both fell silent.

I felt him pull out of me. The idea of him stopping now terrifies me. I suddenly sat down only to whimper when I felt the pain down there.

"Stubborn. I won't go anywhere. We will finish this. I'll try to make you feel good."

As if he can read my mind. I laid back in bed while he opened my legs again for him this time he started to nib and and he massaged my fold while sucking my breast.

The pain was overtaken by the pleasure. He started to thrust inside of me.

I could feel the heat growing. The intensity of our love making is so enchanting. I felt a sudden adrenaline rush like I am reaching my zenith.

I moaned so hard as I reached my pinnacle. My fingers grasping the sheets, my mouth biting his shoulder . He pulled out and I felt warm liquid on my belly.

He came.

Vash' POV

I don't want to open my eyes. Not because of hangover but because I don't want any confrontation with this woman. My whole body is aching but I contained myself and I never moved kahit alam kong kanina pa gising ang babaeng katabi ko. I am waiting for her to leave as I faked that I am sleeping.

Usually when I do this, hindi pa sumusikat ang araw ay naka alis na ako, or after the s e x I always get away, lying and leaving the woman alone. Hindi ako ang tipo ng lalaki who will cuddle after the s e x. Everyone knows that. I certainly want to get away with any confrontations. I don't want to give high hopes, I don't want them to think I love them just because we had s e x. All I want is their body.

All I want is Them laying in bed asking to f u c k me.

But this woman.. This woman is so different. She's so fragile, she's so innocent, she's unpolished.

I wanted her to leave first, for her to save up her pride. I want her to confront me saying how a moron like me handled someone like her. How rough I was at first but at the same time I wanna hear how I made her feel good. How I did my best to make her comfortable. How I tried to restrain myself from f u c k ing her hard until she screams my name. How I never did this to anyone but her.

How after our countless wonderful s e x I still yearn for more. I still want her so bad that I can feel my d**k flicking hard again. Great!

Whoever this girl is, I took away her innocence. She wholeheartedly gave it to me yet I feel guilty. She confessed her feelings, and I badly want her but I can't give her the love and affection she was asking.

It's my rule not to mix love with s e x coz both will f u c k up and will just lead to their misery. I have never been inlove. Yes, never been and never will. Love will just make you waggle. It's only for the losers.

I can't accept her affection but I feel like I will need her body so bad in the near future. Maybe we can settle this out. I can f u c k her anytime, anywhere.. and at the same time she can be with me. Time will come magsasawa din ako sa kanya pero sa ngayon mag e-enjoy muna ako.

While we were doing it and when I found out she was a virgin. Half of me wanted to stop and get away, but a part of me also says I need to continue and finish it.

Brain vs Dick

Dick won.

I stopped with my thoughts when I heard her scream.

I halfly opened my eyes.

Until I totally opened my eyes, her face near me with such terror. Parang naka witness siya ng isang malagim na krimen. I was still cuddling with her. When she realized I was still hugging her, huli ko na narealize ang gagawin niya.

Her palm slapping my face that I felt my nerves wracking and her feet on my abdomen kicking me so hard that I fell out of bed.

What the f u c k is River Monteverde doing in bed with me?!

River's POV

I tried to shrug those memories off my head. I feel my cheeks burning. I am blushing just by thinking of what had happened last night.

I carefully raised his arm off me. I don't want to wake him up. I want to leave him while sleeping cause I don't want to hear him saying he regret everything. I know, hindi dahil sa may nangyari na sa amin ay may dapat na siyang panagutan. I gave myself to him willingly without any hesitations and I need to accept the fact that all of these are nothing for him.

I slowly faced him

"AAaaaaaaaaaaah.....mmmmmmm....rrrr"

Before I realized it I already slapped and kicked the man infront of me.

"Aw.. aw.. fuck.. fuck.. Why did you f*****g kicked and slapped me?!"

I can't utter any word. I just stared blankly at him while tears flowing down my cheeks. Why am I freaking crying?!!

"Oh my god my waist... oh s h i t , oh s h i t! I can't feel my face!!"

He touched the side of his mouth. A visible red liquid was covering it. The side of his mouth is bleeding.

He licked it and spit it.

"You f u c k i n g, hard tempered b***h. You unpredictable woman! You were crying because of pleasure, you were crawling to have me, I f u c k e d you at ito pa igaganti mo? Thank you! Iba ka din eh no?!" He was gritting from ear to ear.

"You raped me you bastard!" Tears fell down to my face. What's happening? I tried to pinch my cheeks para malaman if I am dreaming. But all of this are true. I started to cry out loud. I'm dead.

"What?! Raped you? Yah! You remember? You went up to me and begged me to f u c k you! Are you seriously kidding me?"

"It wasn't supposed to be you..." I said timidly.

He has this puzzled look written over his face. And then I saw him looking at me intently. Correction, looking at my nakedness intently.

I tried to cover my body with my hands. He just smirked. The way he is looking at me right now is saying why do I have to try to cover it when he already saw and tasted it?

Again. I blushed.

He threw the sheets on me, only to find out the red spot in it. Yes, my cherry popped. This guy popped it.

He turned around and started to grab his clothes that's scattered on the floor.

I can't seem to remove my eyes off him. Hindi ba ito nahihiya na ang kahubaran niya ay nakikita ko? He touched his shoulder and uttered a bad word. Pinilig ko ang aking mga mata. Pero mali ata ang natingnan ko.

I can f u c k i ng see his big, hard and long tool! Wtf! This guy is aware that I am still here, naked in bed! Parang proud pa ata itong nakahubad! Maingat itong nagbihis, careful not to touch his shoulder.

When I reached my peak last night, I bit him there. I feel bad.

Nakatingin ako sa kawalan when he cleared his throat. Maybe he's trying to get my attention. I am still in bed and he's, well he's putting his clothes on. Napadako ang mga mata ko sa pagitan ng mga hita niya. He's now wearing his boxers at bakat na bakat ang alaga niyang naka flag ceremony!

W H A T T H E F U CK am I thinking?!!!?

OH MY GOD!!!

That.... that thing... pumasok sa akin... ganoon ka laki.... nakaya ko?!!

Napalunok ako nang wala sa oras. Pakiramdam ko ay nag-iinit ang pisngi ko sa mahalay kong iniisip. Hindi ko namalayan na nakatingin na pala siya sa akin and he's very attentive of my emotions.

He has this playful demeanor! Nagtataka marahil kung bakit nasa kama pa ako at lutang! Sinapo ko ang ulo ko gamit ang dalawa kong kamay at yumuko. Ano ba naman itong napasukan ko!?

He cleared his throat again and this time ay tumingin na ako sa mga mata niya. He's done putting his clothes on at ako ay nandito pa rin sa kama covered in sheets. Hindi ko alam kung paano magbibihis. Sa harap ba niya?!

His mouth pouting, and his finger pointing to his neck. Agad akong napahawak sa leeg ko. He left dozens of kiss marks!

"Look..." he broke the silence

I raised my hand trying to tell him not to say any word. He shrugged his shoulder.

Tumayo na ako at bumaba sa kama still covered in sheets. I tried to find my clothing. Isa- isa ko ang mga itong dinampot. Walang banyo sa loob ng kuwarting ito kaya wala akong choice kung hindi ang magbihis sa harap niya. Prenteng umupo ang hudyo sa kama at mataman na nakatingin sa akin. Waiting for my every move.

"Baka puwede ka munang tumalikod dahil magbibihis ako? Pwede ka din pumikit."

Nagsalubong ang mga kilay niya ngunit ginawa rin naman ang sinabi ko. He closed his eyes. Pahirapan ang pagsuot ko ng undies ko dahil sa laki ng comforter na pilit kong ginagamit na pangtapis habang nagbibihis. When I'm done with my undies ay sinuot ko na ang gown ko. Dahil ballgown ang suot ko kagabi ay nahirapan akong suotin iyon.

I am having a hard time zipping my dress up. I can't zip my dress back! Pilit kong inaabot ang zipper sa likod but to my luck ay hindi ko ito maabot and before I knew it, his hand was already zipping my dress back. He stopped halfway and let out a huge sigh.

Vash' POV

Instinct took over and before I changed my mind I was already holding the helm of her dress. Trying to zip it back but I stopped halfway when I saw her neck. This woman is the death of me. She's giving me a hard time. Kung alam lamang ng babaeng ito kung anong pagpipigil ang ginagawa ko ngayon para hindi lamang siya maangkin ulit. Waiting for her to put her clothes on was total agony. Hindi ko kayang hindi siya tingnan habang sinusuot niya isa- isa ang mga dakit niya. I tried singing lullabies para lamang mawala ang init na nananalaytay sa kaibuturan ko but even counting sheeps didn't help mas lalo lamang umiinit at nagagalit ang alaga ko! Blue balls at its finest.

I wrapped my tuxedo around her. I was hesitant to give it to her but she took it.

I cleared my throat again..

"Look.. are you okay?" Putcha! Hindi ko alam anong sasabihin ko!

She nodded.

"What happened last night..."

"It was a mistake."

Mistake? Mistake ba 'yun para sa kanya eh tarantado pala 'to! Sinuko ang bataan tapos sasabihing nagkamali lang kami?

"S e x will never be a mistake. It's always a choice to do it or not, you know." I said. Biglang nawala ang kung ano mang nararamdaman ko kanina dahil sa sinabi niya. She gladly gave her self to me and then she'll tell me it was all a mistake?! Anong tinagay mo 'day!?

I tried to compose myself when I saw her about to cry. Hindi ko ipapakita sa kanya na apektado ako sa sinabi niyang pagkakamali lang ang ginawa namin. I tried to make my expression blank. Defense mechanism ko ito kapag natamaan ako sa sinabi ng isang tao. Thank God I practiced this thing since I was young.

She faced me. "Yes, it wa...was Just..... S e x.." I saw a tear falling off her eyes. F u c k!!! Ito na nga ba ang sinasabi ko eh! Bakit pa kasi ako naghintay at nagkunwari na tulog?! Because, I f u c k ing want her again!!! But this confrontation is a pain in the neck! Ito na nga ba ang ayokong mangyari eh!

Bakit pa kasi si River Monteverde?!!

"Look, that's not what I meant. We did have s e x-"

"Save whatever you wanted to say. I don't wanna hear it."

Hindi ko matapos tapos ang sasabihin ko dahil sumasabat naman ang babaeng ito! She opened the door and left me there dumbfounded. Wtf! I just had s e x with River Monteverde! Oh man!

River's POV

I carefully and sneakily went outside the room. I was already few steps away when I remembered I left my clutch bag. Gusto ko man kunin ay hinayaan ko na lamang, ayokong makita ang pagmumukha ni Vash Hendrick Andrade.

Oo. Tama. I end up doing it with Vash. I tried to fit all the fragments of my memory of what had happened last night before I succumbed to him pero mas lalo lamang sumasakit ang ulo at puso ko sa tuwing maaalala ko ang katangahan na nagawa ko.

How can I possibly mistake Hiro Montecillo to Vash Hendrick Andrade!

The difference is from A-Z.

Yes, Vash is hot but Hiro is way hotter than him. Bakit? Bakit siya pa?

Vash is a pest.

The jerk is a conniving manipulative pig. He changes his woman as if he changes his shirt. He screwed the entire woman populace. Akala niya sa mga babae ay toothpick na matapos niyang gamitin ay itatapon niya na lamang ng walang pag aalinlangan. He use women once and leave them all hanging like a garbage.

He has the money. He has the looks. He has this enchanting charisma that can rock any woman's solitude. Women thinks he is a rare specie out of the wilderness.

Yes, I know all of this. Sino ba naman ang hindi makaka kilala kay Vash Hendrick Andrade?

He is one of Hiro's closest pal. They have been friends since forever.

Vash, Warren, Seb and Hiro.

The most popular student of our campus. The most sought after bachelors in the country.

I was being careful not to get caught spending my night here. I was surprised when I saw a lot of people. Bawat isa sa kanila ay may ginagawa, they are cleaning Hiro's home. Bago pa ako makahakbang ay may tumawag sa akin.

"Ma'am good morning. Nakahanda na po yung breakfast ninyo sa may pool area. Ang mga kasama niyo po tani na rin sina Sir Hiro ay nandoon na po. Pinahanda po niya para sa mga guests na natulog dito." Isang may edad na babae ang lumapit at bumati sa akin.

"Hindi ko alam dito ka din pala natulog? Sino kasama mo? Kasama mo ba si Rome?"

Iisang tinig lamang ang alam kong nagmamay-ari sa boses na kayang pumukaw ng damdamin ko. Iisang tao lamang ang kilala ko na kayang patigilin ang mundo ko marinig ko lamang ang boses niya.

Si Hiro.

Unti- unti akong humarap.

"Ano.. ah.. nasobrahan ata ako ng inom kagabi kaya ano.. kaya nakitulog ako sa bakanteng room niyo." Out of the blue ay tumingin ako sa kwartong nilabasan ko kanina.

Praying and hoping that Vash won't go outside of the room. NOT NOW!

Heaven forbid but I am fervently wishing the angels will hear me praying that Vash won't go outside of the room while we are still all here.

When I say we're all here. Literally all here.. Hiro, Warren and Seb looking puzzled.

"Teka. Kaninong Tuxedo yan? Kay Va———"

Warren stopped when the door I am wishing and praying not to open, suddenly opened.

Came out Vash... Adjusting his pants, unaware of what is happening, was looking down while locking his belt, while my bag on his mouth.

I stood frozen. Unable to move. Unable to utter any word. Ang gusto ko lamang ngayon ay ang lamunin ng lupa at makawala sa lugar na ito.

As if it was on movie, He looked at me with surprise. Still unaware of everyone who's looking at him. At us, with a huge eyes and dropped jaws.

"Oh. You're still here? You left your bag, ibibigay ko na lamang sana sa school." Vash

Good lord. Bakit?

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I managed to go home kahit na ang isip ko ay lutang. I rented a cab dahil hindi ko kayang magmaneho sa mga nangyari kanina. I left without saying any word. I left dahil hindi ko kayang harapin ang mga mata nila na maraming katanungan. Hindi man namin sabihin pero alam ko na they concluded the obvious. Something happened between Vash and I.

My chances for Hiro are all gone. All gone just like that.

Paakyat na sana ako ng hagdan ng nakasalubong ko si Lindsey. Ayokong makausap siya. Dahil unang salita pa lang namin sa isa't-isa ay alam kong sa away lamang hahantong.

"Nakaka-gulat ka ata. Bakit ngayon ka lang naka-uwi?" Her tone has full of malice. Her question, full of disgust.

"Kasama ko si Rome." Pinagpatuloy ko ang paghakbang pataas ng hagdan.

"Yung beki mong friend? Parang hindi naman ata? Unless Rome got struck by lightning overnight and decided to shower you with kissbites."

I ignored her.

She got pissed.

"Don't you f*****g turn your back at me. Hindi pa ako tapos sayo. You surely are proud to show your hickeys. Hindi ka man lang nag-abala na itago iyan."

I automatically touched my neck. Nakalimutan ko, puno pala ako ng mga iniwang marka ni Vash.

Lindsey looking at me with disgust. She has this coy smile.

Nakikita ko ang mga mapang uyam na ngiti ni Lindsey sa akin. Hindi ko kayang tagalan ang mapanuri niyang tingin, I choose to ignore her. Tinalikuran at Nilampasan ko siya paakyat ng hagdan pero hinigit nya ako sa kamay.

"It's not what you think." I uttered

"Hindi nga? Hija. Chikinini ang mga yan. Ngayon ka lang ba nagkaroon ng ganyan? Sana man lang kasi tinago tago mo naman para iwas turtle neck ng isang linggo."

I cleared my throat. Pakiramdam ko ay parang nawalan ng dugo ang katawan ko.

"I told you —"

"Bilib din naman ako sayo. Sa loob din naman pala ang kulo mo. Hindi mo man lang ako na inform." Pagpapatuloy nito habang humihithit ng sigarilyo.

"Tapos ka na? Wag mo ko igaya sayo na kung sino sino na lang kumakamot ng kati mo. Malinis akong tao, I have morals and decency which you're lacking. Bonus point pa na walang laman yang kokote mo kundi drugs."

Akmang sasampalin ako ni Lindsey pero bago pa niya ko masampal nahawakan ko na kamay niya.

"Wag na wag kang magkakamaling ipadapo sa mukha ko yang palad mo baka makalimutan kong anak ka ni Tita Belinda at mas lalong mawala ang konting respeto ko sayo. Kung wala ka talagang delicadeza then spare me. I am tired dealing with your bullshits. Pagod ako and you always find a way to pick on me."

Nanginginig ako sa galit ng binitawan ko kamay niya ng malakas. Halata rin na nagpupuyos siya sa galit. Hindi niya siguro inaasahan na lalabanan ko siya. Dati kasi pag nagkakasagutan kami, hinahayaan ko na lang siya pero ang dumi kasi ng mga sinabi nya at pagod na pagod ako ngayon. Emotionally at Physically, pagod ako.

I want to take a full warm bath. I want to forget what had happened yesterday. I want to remove the traces of how Vash explored my body. I want to punish myself for being such a wreck. I wanna punish myself for not realizing that I was not making love with Hiro.

Hiro.

Thinking of him, crushes my heart. How can I be so stupid? Ano na lamang kaya ang sasabihin nila sa akin?

Isa sa mga babaeng nai-kama ni Vash.

I hope everything was just a dream na pag nagising ako, panaginip lang lahat. I pity myself as well as hate it. Ang tanga tanga ko. Bat umabot ang lahat doon. Bakit sa huli na ako nagsisisi? Dahil ba hindi si Hiro ang napag-alayan ko ng sarili ko? Pero kung si Hiro nga nakakuha sa akin, ganito rin ba mararamdaman ko?

Will I have the same dilemma?

Paano nga kaya kung si Hiro nga ang nakasama ko? Magagawa niya kayang tanggapin ang damdamin ko? Makakakaya niya kayang suklian ang pagmamahal ko?

Baka nga siguro I ended up with Vash dahil sabi ni Lord. He doesn't want me to get hurt.

Nagpa-plano pa lang ay alam ko ng wala akong pag-asa kay Hiro at oo, tanggap ko iyon.

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