Weston's pov I've never been on a date. Don't be shocked, even perfect people make have things they haven't done. In my case, dates have never been my style. Scenes maybe. I got into b**m two years ago, very young. I have a lot to learn. Controlling someone else seems less scary than having to plan a date. Which is why I'm here freaking out trying to figure out what to do with myself. I told Penelope to go out with me sometime. I don't know what possessed me to text her with a fixed date when I haven't fixed anything for the date! What was I thinking? I looked towards my phone, should I back out? She won't be mad. She would understand actually. Do I want to back out? No, I'm the only one who hasn't taken her out. And this would be my first date. She's been on three. I should ask

