What a cruel mother I was to leave my own child behind. My heart is pounding while I was what I just did. I am in a rush to find my way home. What if he wanted his mother beside him? What if he couldn't sleep without me? "I'm sorry, Eaden, mommy will be home." I said to myself while rushing toward home. I couldn't stand what I did to my child. My mind is restless overthinking about what happened. I ran all the way just to be home in a fastest way I could. When I got home, Haden was sitting on the couch, carrying the baby in his arms. While Eaden was already asleep. Berry told me that Eaden had cried himself to sleep. I stared at Haden, him with those red eyes that seems to be tired from crying. Carefully, I carried my baby upstairs, I walk gently toward the room. I opened the door,

