I’m still contemplating on the decision I’m about to make. Clearly, the father of this child doesn’t want the responsibility. And if so, I don’t want him to recognize the baby anymore. He insulted the hell out of me, and yeah! I get it. I deserve it for hooking up with a stranger. And because of that I have decided to never ever see and ask for that man’s help anymore. This whole thing was just clearly caused by me being an irresponsible adult but he doesn’t have to insult me by insinuating that I am some sort of a gold-digger b***h that is only using the baby to benefit from him. Bloody hell! Out of all men in the world why would I have to land on that asshole? Honestly, I have been crying for like three days since I talk to that Hollis. I absolutely need my mom right now. I want to as

