After my first check-up with the OB, I went straight to Lily’s house that she shares with her boyfriend to hang out with her, Paz and Alexa. They already knew about my situation because when we found out about it, Lily and I told them.
Obviously, they were all horrified and worried with my situation. I’m still four weeks in and I’m thinking about aborting the baby. I can’t have a baby! Not this time. I’m still studying for my degree, I am still supporting my brother with his education and I’m not stable yet! I still have so many plans after graduation and having a baby is not a part of it, for god's sake!
However, part of me says that I should keep it.
I don’t want to be a hypocrite myself. I am also a product of my parent’s mistake. This little innocent human growing inside my belly is
