My head and my whole body is throbbing in pain as I woke up. f**k! Drinking way too much last night was definitely bad but I don’t regret it. Everything that have happened yesterday was completely messed up!
I cannot believe Elise denied everything that we did in the past few months! I cannot believe that I let her trap me and ruin my life once again!
Now what? I’m now suspended for the whole season. And I am currently facing a legal case. What the f**k did I do to deserve all of these s**t?
I still feel a bit dizzy from drinking last night but I don’t care. I need some alcohol again, what’s the point of getting suspended for the whole game season if I don’t drink right?
I went straight to the kitchen to go get some beer, only to be surprised that the whole living room is clean. From
