love you to the moon

Chapter 4

zia. utkarsh.

highschool

29 august

Just like that , July turned into august . I guess summer went a lot faster when you have someone to spend it with . For me , that someone was utkarsh.

It's the day in our school of annual function . I was sitting just one seat before him . I wanted to talk but I don't know why , I don't but I am too shy I wish I could enjoy this day with him but I can't and so my friend sat next to me and she starting talking to him and then I also started to talk about some topic that i dont remember ..

he kept his hand on the table and I wanted to hold but I couldn't as there were many people and mostly no one knows about us . I wish he would hold my hand and make me fell better .

Two days after this

His message is in my notification

utkarsh : "I want to break up"

Zia : why ? No.

utkarsh : I love another girl

Zia : who ?

utkarsh : that I can not tell you

Zia : but you loved me

utkarsh : but now I don't

Zia : how can you do this ??

utkarsh : I don't love you

zia : but no pls

utkarsh : I have to . I love someone else

Zia : I truly love you with all my heart . pls dont leave me.

utkarsh : stop it .

Zia : I will tell my parents about this

utkarsh : why ? Why ?

Zia : atleast they will handle me in this situation.

utkarsh : no . you will not tall to anyone .Are you really mad ??

Zia: okay sorry . I am getting mad about all this

utkarsh : okay

Zia : pls listen

No more conversation and then he blocked me

Each day goes by and each night I cry . you might love her now but you love me first. Said you never hurt me here we are . but how could you be so reckless with my heart ..