My dad was pushed into the operating room once again amongst my mom's cries and the doctor's severe reprimand. In the span of an hour, my father was announced to be in critical condition twice and the third announcement was actually the news of his passing! "No, no!" I fell to the ground. How could this be? The operation was completed six days ago. How could this result in his death? The doctor explained that as my father fell off the wheelchair, there was internal bleeding surrounding his liver. They had already tried their best to save him but to no avail. It meant that I killed my father, when everything I did so far was trying to keep him alive. "It's all your fault. Why are you still alive?" My mother pulled my hair and threw me against the wall. I felt very dizzy from the impa

