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My emotions were flying all over the place. I was so nervous before we went on our date and then having to relive the worst moment of my life while I told Everett. But when it was all over, I felt even closer to him. Like I removed some mental block, and all these emotions came rushing out in full force. I felt loved and safe and confident and beautiful.
When Everett kissed me, it felt like every one of those emotions heightened and swarmed together in a beautiful of cacophony of need and desire. I needed this man. I needed him like the air I breathe. I never wanted to let him go. I wanted to live in the crook of his neck with his arms shielding me from the pain of the world.
I knew I wasn’t ready for that level of intimacy so soon after ripping off the six-year-old sc
