8 FELICITY A week had passed and I was exhausted and worn out by Ryo's constant humiliations and complaints about everything. I had made him bagels with salmon and fresh cheese flavored with herbs, fried scampi on a bed of polenta, fried okra, fish soup, chocolate brownies and a dozen different cupcakes. I had spent a fortune and stolen hours of study time to cook. God, I had a lot of fun. I loved being behind the stove and Ryo's ecstatic look warmed my heart. Too bad he ruined it every time he opened his mouth. “ Passable. I tasted better. I expected more. Not bad. Pretty good.” These were his comments after greedily draining the dish with little moans of pleasure from time to time as I explained the lesson repeated in the notes I brought him each day. Even on that, he always h

