Goodbye

~13~

After getting a bit stabled by my well wishers I sat on the dining table where everybody was sitting filled with hunger. They should be hungry, they did so much for my birthday after all, tehy are the ones who made it memorable, but what to do? I had to go back to work after today.

I thought of writing everything on my diary but rather I thought of sleeping .The thoughts were continuously moving here and there in my head till Emma, who ended her quarrel with John came to me and pleaded me with her puppy eyes. I was not convinced by her plea so she went on trying. After all it was about a mere permission, whether she can sleep with me or not. I really don't allow people to sleep with me as I have a very bad habit, only John knows about it and he too hates it. But what to do , I am still unchanged!!!

The bad habit is .....actually I DROOL. a lot...whenever I drool , I drool a bucket. I even drool when I am not asleep.So I feel people should not see me drooling as they will get a bad impression of me..It's hopeless and stupid thinking I know but what to do..I really don't want people to know.

But what to do? Emma doesn't know it even being my best friend for 20 years.I am wrong not to tell her but whenever I think about telling her , I get embarrassed. Rather she gets upset . This time I made upset by not letting her in my bed...and the reason was the WEIRDEST!!!

JIN was surprised by my reason and even it was funny and I was more embarrassed than the actual cause.

I said, " I can't allow you on my bed." She( Emma) was going with the but,"Ah....why?"

And I told," I might pee on the bed!"

Ahh what was that!!! what did I tell, does my brain even remembers the meaning of pee?why did it chose that word after all.I was annoyed by John's word aftermath.

John:- After all you will pee through your mouth.

He laughed out loud. Jin couldn't hold back his laughter and I became a hot topic..rather a funny topic. This made me even more embarrassed.I ran towards my room as my face was all red beacuse of my stupidness. I could even hear everybody laughing out loud out of my awkward statement.

Am I a crackhead!!! I became a laughing stock. Camelia Kim , the owner of A.S Entertainment is made a laughing stock in front of her juniors. But what to do? I was the one who made it.!!!

I tried to sleep, but I couldn't.It was not because of the incident a few minutes ago but because of the scary doll.After all I have to wake up early tommorow and search the person who did this.....What can I do to save me and father's asset!! I have to protect it.