Goodbye

~18~

I was out for saving Jin eight at 12 noon. It was hot weather . the sun was not friendly to me but I had to go...as I already thought of it.

I reached my destination very soon as Emma already gave me.the correct address. I think this is the place Mr. Park uses to do all his illegitimate works. How rubbish. He could have kept Jin in some better place. After all he is handsome.

I went inside the four walled large structure, coloured black from all sides . It had many cartoons all around so that I could not find Jin. But still I tried hard to find him and there. I could not find him till now...I sat down on a stool with my silent disappointment. But suddenly I heard someone moaning due to pain .I immediately recognised that it was as I know his voice greatly...rather I was accustomed to his voice a lot. I screamed His name while running here and there so that I can get the source of voice. The moan was getting it's sound higher and higher. I atlast lying down half unconscious ,in a bad condition...in the corner of a room. He was tied with a rope on his hand as well as hiss legs. He was not allowed to move. Even he was not allowed to drink water.

Tears fell down from my eyes thinking that because of me, he got into such a condition.Its worse!!

I have to punish the one who did this to Jin.I think...I think I like Jin...

Rather than liking , seeing him in such a condition was such a pain for my heart taht I can't bear to watch it. But I was still watching it with my puppy eyes without moving a bit to help..

Suddenly he moaned again and called my name..

**Jin :- Cam ( moaning in pain )

CAMELIA.:- Yes I am here...Let's get out of this area quickly...I can heal you ( crying)

Jin :- Why are you crying?

CAMELIA.:- be..because...you are in pain.. because of me..

Jin :- you?

CAMELIA:- Yes because of me...I am behind all of this..if I had not told that I am your** **this would have not happened.( crying)

Jin :- shhh...don't cry...( half unconscious)it's not your fault.

CAMELIA:- Let's get out of here..

just hold me..

Jin :- Ok**

Jin led his hand on my shoulder.... He thought me as the most trustable person at that time. I too felt the same..Just after a few seconds , I was feeling embarrassed for my previous outlook.I really cried a lot..This is the first time i was able to experience the loss of something with me own eyes. Thank God I didn't lose Jin..I LIKE JIN...I can't tell him now...Because I would be burden to him now, in his career *as well as in his life..because I myself is a problem !!!

But I still want to tell him that I LIKE HIM*