What can i write about as i lay awake. 3am....as i sit here.....bored. And horny. Why should i be apologetic towards my s****l desires? Why do i get frowned upon when i have s****l desires? Why do women get frowned upon for having s****l desires? This world is backwards and i can never understand it. Which way is up? Which way is down? When up means down and down means up. I want to be unapologetically sorry for having strong s****l desires. I want us both to be unapologetically sorry for having strong desires. To both see each other for who we really are. Raw. Natural. And untamed. So much so that its scary and overwhelming but exciting. For so long we've held ourselves back. For so long we've held it all in. Afraid to show our true selves. Afraid of what we're doing is wrong. But it does not matter any more. For we've held it in too long. Ripping out of our old selves hungrily and desperately clinging onto each other. We are now out of control. The very thing that "scares" us. No longer scares us. We now know it wasn't just us. That you and i are just the same. And together we'll conquer our fears. You hungrily feed on my neck. Tasting my skin. Something you've always wanted to do. I let out a long exhausting moan as my eyes roll back. Finally able to release myself. Something i was holding back for a very long time. And you knew just what i needed. A sly smirk appeared on your face. As you knew exactly what i needed. I clinch your shoulders for every inch your tongue moved make the pit of my stomach hungrier. I growled at the sensation now traveling to my p***y. You slide your hand up my back making me arch my back offering my body. You grip my right shoulder and thrust yourself into me. I immediately let out a loud cry and you gripped my shoulder tighter. Almost losing yourself. I grip your shoulders in sync and without thinking thrusting myself forward. Every thrust more antagonizing than the first. We were only 5 thrusts in and we were already breathless. Each thrust was overwhelming. I leaned on your chest for support and you bring me closer. Letting me hold on to you. But really, you were holding on to me. We feed on each others soul and breath as if it was the only thing keeping us alive. You gripped the back of my head with a fist full of my hair. And you started f*****g faster. You buried your face in my neck as you continued bouncing me on your d**k. You couldn't hold back any longer. But too ashamed to admit it and look up. Gripping my hair tighter that my head is being pulled back without you realizing you were doing so. And you f**k me faster. In a sniffling whimper you muffled out. " I need you." You held me closer and tighter. Now grinding smoothly. You licked up my neck slowly. Tasting your own tears and me. My eyes roll back once more as i c*m on your d**k at the desperation of your need for me. My p***y clenches down on your d**k as you slowly push your way through. The sensation of it made you pant heavily down my neck. As you smile and finally look up at me. "Good girl." You whispered with an evil grin on your lips. Your face became serious and confused. As you unknowingly f**k me faster. You were looking as if you weren't in control of your body. Like you didn't know how you started f*****g faster. You push me back growling now understanding that this IS what you've wanted for a very long time. Me. I was what you wanted. And you took me. Claiming me as yours at last. Pounding me faster. I was the one who makes you lose control. A nasty wicked grin and thought appeared. "Yes. Lose yourself in me." And i raised one leg over your shoulder. Wanting to make you lose all control of your tamed old self. You growled once more as you quickly knew what i was up to and rammed your d**k down deeper and harder. I screamed out at the aggressiveness. The need is so much worse. You laugh insanely out loud. As you watched my reaction towards your aggressiveness. You gripped my throat angrily that ive made you that way. Yelling out over and over. " i need you! I need you! I need you!" Choking me harder at the thought of you needing me so much. Now panting out every word angrily. "Goooood! I! Need! You! So! f*****g! Much!" My eyes roll back breathless and at complete bliss. Taking in every force as you constantly feed my soul. You look down ashamed again. " bloody hell! What the f**k are you doing to me?!" You angrily pound my p***y again. You sound a bit lost and scared. "I can't stop." You grip my waist tightly trying to hold back. I wrap my legs around your waist and my arms around your neck. Holding you for support. Letting you know its alright. You then finally understand and wrap your arms around my waist for a hug. You relax again in my neck as i bring you back to safety. You then pick me up. My face blushes deeply surprised and aroused that you're the first one ever to pick me off my feet. I hold onto you tightly trusting you with my life. You push me against the wall. Our eyes now never leaving one anothers. Admiring each others needs. You lock hands with mines as you kiss me and thrust right back into me. We both moaned together as we knew where we belonged. Again feeding on our souls and breath. As you slowly thrusted up my p***y we slowly died and revived each other with our own breaths. Exchanging our breaths and soul. Each thrust painful than before. Each thrust leaving us hungrier than before. Our stomachs hurt at the starvation. Each thrust our moans grew louder and louder to painful cries. You lay back as i admired your beautiful face from below. I ride your d**k. As i watch you unravel underneath me. I place my hand in the center of your stomach. Where the hunger pain is. Bouncing myself on your d**k. You toss your head back and arch your back offering yourself to me. You grip my hips losing yourself again. You help me by slamming me down harder. "Oh f**k yes!" I too toss my head back with my mouth wide open drooling and tasting your soul. Hungry for more. I bounce faster and faster. The only sounds audible was the sound of us connecting and our panting. I let out a long groan from within. For this is what ive needed. To be fed. And ive been starving for a long time. We both have. You place your hand in the center of my stomach. Where the hunger resides. I go from bouncing to actually slamming my p***y forward. Needing more of you. Because it wasnt enough. I look down at you. "Oh f**k! I can't stop!" You grew a sick grin as you saw me suffer the way you did. I slam up faster and faster. Humping like a horny b***h in heat. You stick out your tongue as you help me lose control. Both of my hands are placed on your stomach as i f**k insanely fast as if im trying to scratch an impossible itch. My eyes are rolled back lost in bliss. I take a deep breath and let go. Squirting all over you. I scream loudly as i let go years of restraint. You shake me crazily by my hips. Wanting me to let go all over you. You screamed in aggression shaking me faster. Needing all of me. You cummed hard in my p***y. Making your d**k all slippery. You inhaled sharply and loudly unable to stop shaking me. The feel of our mess combined made you lose yourself even more. You began panting short and hard. Pumping all of your c*m in my p***y. I spread my pussylips wide taking all of you in. Needing all of you. I moan and laugh crazily in satisfaction. Finally being fed. And finally starting to feel full. We stop panting and staring at each other laughing at how much we needed each other at how much we make each other end up insane.