Insanity Becomes Us

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As i looked into your eyes. I saw my own soul staring right back at me. A zap of electricity ran up both of our spines at the same time making our gasp harmonized into one. I continue staring at you. Eyes shifting with wonder. As i examine i noticed that you too has shifting eyes filled with wonder. "Could he possibly feel it too?" Again. A zap of electricity ran up both of our spines. Each charge more intense. It was odd. We mirrored each other. And when we realize it we both get hit equally with what....adrenaline? A rush of energy charging up our spines. A wicked grin on my lips curled tightly. A laugh escapes my mouth. "What is happening? The rush is making me laugh" my hand moved automatically to your arm. As if something was invisibly pulling my arm towards you. I had to touch you. I was curious to touch you. Curious on why my hand was moving automatically. What was pulling me? I had to know. As i watched my hand reaching towards you you watched me with a mean curiosity. I touch your arm. I feel up your arm and as i do i watch in fascination. I feel around finding my way. My eyes in a mad curious tone. What was i looking for? My fingers reading every detail like braille. I was reading you by touch. I ran over a long scar. Still you're watching me. And when i came across it my fingers felt it slowly, carefully, cautiously. Feeling the pain once there. You must've reminisced about the pain. I felt tension coming from you. As if you stopped breathing. Holding your breath as i ran across the scar. My eyes flicked over to you. You were staring down at me with what....tears in your eyes? Whatever it was you fought them back. Trying not to remember. You stared at me with dominate eyes. Eyes that told me you had control. I held my gaze there. Challenging you that i wasn't afraid. As i held my gaze i lowered my head and i plant a soft kiss on your scar. Without my eyes leaving your eyes. Your eyes change over to shifting with curiousity and you were visibly breathing again. Soon as i saw you relax my eyes finally escaping your grasp. Looking down and kissing your scar more firmly. A painful yet pleasurable sensation. Making you inhale through your teeth. You laughed at the rush charging up to the hairs of your scalp. A sharp hunger began at the core of my stomach. Suddenly i had an urge to make you laugh again. I automatically sat on top of you. I looked at you confused as my body moved swiftly, with grace and with determination. I wrapped my legs around you with the same motion. My legs locked firmly around your waist perfectly fitting into place. I smirk and wrapped my legs tighter. Jerking you closer to me. Making you gasp and smirk at my strength. Looking at me with amusement in your eyes. We're now smirking together. At each other. Our breathing was in synced. We both realized we were in sync. Perfectly mirroring each other. An eletric charge run up our spines. I fell into your neck my arms on either side of your shoulders . Our breathing now quickened still in sync. I grab you on both sides of your neck and inhale deeply. You smelled so heavenly. I felt crazy for doing this. But something was telling my mind to do it again. I inhaled slower, softer. I was getting hungry from your scent. Do it again. I inhaled deeper. And when i exhaled my head spun. I got really dizzy. As if i was going to faint. I felt disoriented and crazy making me hum as if your scent was so familiar to me. Like home. I laughed feeling like i belonged there. In your heart. I looked up at you and my eyes were fully dilated. I felt stuck. Staring at you. Amazed. You wanted to feel it too. The high. You ran the back of your hand down my arm in admiration. My breathing became shallow. The sensation of your touch more intense than before. I felt my body melting at your touch. As i exhaled i was higher than before. You watched my every reaction closely as i watched you. Concentrating so hard you start to become blurry. You moved on my neck and as you moved i put my hands on your back bringing you closer. We both had the same thought on moving you closer to me. As you inhaled on my neck i exhaled. And as you exhaled i inhaled. As if we were both giving each other the air we breathed. You started to feel crazy too with the thought that this is what she felt. And it did feel crazy. Felt weird. You started to laugh. Your laughter hitting a key point deep in my mind making my scalp tingle. You inhaled again on my neck feeling the dizziness. Again with the thought this is what she felt. Making you laugh again. Feeling crazy that you keep basing on how i felt when i did it to you. I feel the electric charge spreading further to my chest making my n*****s hard. I bite my lip pulling you closer on my neck. And as i pulled you closer you inhaled. The electric charge spreading further to my pussy. I hummed in satisfaction. You hummed as you remember the familiar smell. The smell of home. And as you remembered home there was a pain in your chest making you squeeze my sides. Home. You forgot what home felt like for you never knew what home was. You grabbed me tighter. With the thought of home heavy on your mind. Home. You never felt home. Never felt like you belong. Never felt good enough for a home. The pain hurted more the more you thought about home. Is this home? You took a slow and shaky breath in. You were crying but there was no tears. Inhaling my scent one last time. Realizing this was home. Realizing this is where you belonged. Realizing it felt good to be right here. Realizing you felt safe. Realizing you felt wanted. I held you closer and tighter welcoming you home. You finally let go welcoming the embrace. Crying and there are tears running down your face. I let you cry. Holding you and let you cry. For this was your home and you can do whatever you want be whoever you want feel whatever you wanted for as long as you wanted. Without judgment. Holding you tighter letting you feel unashamed for being who you are. You accepted the moment and cried unashamedly into my neck. I silently cried with a heavy heart. My heart pulling me closer to you. Wanting to hold you impossibly close. It was physically impossible to get any closer. You kissed up my neck thanking me for that raw moment. Thanking me for letting you be who you are. You kissed my face wiping away my tears. Caressing me as if i was something so precious so fragile. With the look of you had to have me right now in anyway that was possible. You pushed me down restraining my hands by my wrist. Curiosity weighed you down making you stronger than before. You grabbed my face squishing my cheeks together. I started breathing faster. I never seen you so untamed. Watching your eyes change to a more serious tone. Like the eyes of a successful business man making a hard deal. Filled with certainty. You turned my head and did the most chilling thing. Slowly licked up my face. As slow and as careful. You wore a sinful grin like you were tasting my soul. A laugh escaped your open mouth as you feel me shivering under your skin. It feels as if you licked my brain. Tasting my thoughts. Tasting my memories. And you knew it. Knew exactly what you were doing. And now you've taken up every thought. Every memory. Every pain. You now know it. Just by tasting me. A yelp of vulnerability leaves my throat. Feeling as helpless as possible. Feeling like i was about to be eaten by the big bad wolf. What are you doing to me? Turning my face back to you. You're the one that's doing things to me. The words fell out my mouth without thought. You smirked at my lashing remark. And while you smirked you decided to thrust your d**k inside me followed by a backlash remark. Im aware of that. I can't seem to control myself. Why is that? Completely ignoring my screaming in pleasure. You started driving in my p***y madly. As if you hated me for that moment. You did this. As you ram repeatedly into me. Needing control. But you weren't gaining control. You were loosing control. No matter what you did you ended up loosing control. Holding my waist driving into me endlessly. Your darkness consuming the both of us. Falling into insanity. f*****g like wild animals. Falling further into the sick insane world. And when we kissed we rubbed our tongues together with the rhythm of our f*****g. And each time we hit a point of mirroring each other the insanity grew darker and sicker. We f****d and we f****d. Endlessly. Always wanting more of the sickness. No control. Untamed. It was like dying and being brought back to life over and over. We had the power to destroy and resurrect each other. You finally stopped but to only shove your d**k right down my throat. Ahhhhh. You inhaled through your teeth as if my mouth soothed your raging d**k. We couldn't stop f*****g. I sucked your d**k unashamedly. My face hot with the thought of doing everything sinful with you. Tasting my c*m from your d**k. You threw your head back stuttering as you curse. Sh-sh-s**t! Spitting out the word. You needed air. Gasping for air. You couldn't breathe. Ahh. Ahh. Huffing your last breaths. You stayed breathless,motionless clenching the sheets so tightly. Your mouth was open struggling to breathe struggling to move. I slurped faster on your d**k. Making inappropriate slurping and gulping sound. The darkest grin appears on your face as you made a tsking sound in defeat. Cumming extremely hard in my mouth. You took a deep breath in breaking the trance heaving forward spraying heaps of c*m. Fu- fu-. You couldn't get the words out. Cursing me. You couldn't think straight. Couldn't c*m and curse me out at the same time. So you cummed instead. Milking your d**k. Filling up my mouth. You shook your head to yourself cause now you couldn't stop cumming. Milking your d**k more and more. I swallowed as much as possible but you kept cumming. My mouth filled up and i choked. You smirked at me choking as if you wanted revenge. And you wanted me to choke. A sick hungry smile grew on your face for your plan was to choke me. You kept milking yourself hoping i keep choking. Your devilish look intimated me making me choke. You laughed to yourself shoving your d**k deep down my mouth satisfied you made me choke. Pulling me off slowly by my hair and inhaling through your teeth as if it was painful to leave out my mouth. You looked at me with wonder. And im looking at you blanked out. My mouth is stuck open due to shock. c*m splattered around my mouth down my chin. Breathing heavily through my mouth,panting. You made a tsking sound at the mess on my face. Wiping your c*m off my face carefully with your thumb. Carefully putting your thumb in my mouth. I react automatically sucking your c*m off your thumb. You were startled by my sudden movement not thinking i would move. I couldn't move. But i somehow moved. Automatically, magically. You made a tsking sound smirking at my efforts. You wiped the other side of my face, carefully. And as you carefully wiped my face you carefully watched yourself wiping. Carefully putting your thumb in my mouth. Your eyes shifts from my mouth to my eyes and carefully watch me suck it off. You kept doing it cause i kept magically moving. Watching in fascination. When you moved. I moved. You f****d my mouth with your thumb. And i automatically started sucking. Something then finally clicked in your mind. Making you pull out and ponder. I submitted perfectly. I submitted naturally. You licked your thumb that was in my mouth. I was naturally made for you. I naturally responded back to your needs. You made a tsking sound as you throw me down by my hair. Realizing you were still loosing control. You didn't know who you were anymore. Clearly i didn't either. You started f*****g me again knowing that you will never have control again. You f****d me with hate. Feeling the hatred spreading to me. Each thrust harder than the last. Each thrust hurting me deep but the pain turns into pleasure as each thrust sends an electric charge up my p***y to my head making my scalp tingle. Each thrust making me bark my screams. You angrily grunted focusing your anger on me. I started loosing my mind. The darkness turning into insanity. It was a drug to me. So very addictive and i starved for more. You had me screaming for more. More. More. f**k. More. Only fueling your rage more. Making you loose yourself giving me more out of hate. You started crying. Hating yourself for loosing control. Hating me for making you loose control. Pounding my insides raw. I lost myself. Finding everything fading black. I was stuck in limbo. I wasn't here nor was i there. I was nowhere. Between living and dying. My ears are ringing and can only hear the sounds of us f*****g. Or was it my heartbeat? Or was it both? We were both stuck together. Together under the same trance. I didn't want to go back to reality. I wanted to stay insane with you. I wanted to know just how far into insanity we can go. This was infinite. It had no end. No way out but falling further into insanity...forever. There was one thing we only craved for. Each others pleasure. c*m for me. The way you said it. With such demand. The sincere. The need. Oh the desperate need for me. Just for me. I could die. Right here right now. Take me my love. Do it. Take my life away. I wanted to die for you. The insanity. You felt my insanity. Knowing you're driving me insane. And you wanted to push me. Push me right over the edge and watch me die. Watch me die for you. The darkness spreading like a wild fire. Burning bright in our world. Out of control and beautiful. Such beautiful flames. I close my eyes letting go. Trusting you to catch me. You watched me as i squirted uncontrollably. Watching in fascinating like an artshow because it was truly art. Exploding into flames. My body was on fire. I burned bright just for you. A wicked grin formed tightly around your face. This is what you wanted. Looked at me with such lustful eyes that you wanted to eat my soul. You knew you had me. Still squirting hard you pumped into me. Each thrust now more sensitive as you were slipping in and out my gushing p***y. Each time you slide in i squirted and each time you slide out you would hear my squirt gushing out my pussyhole. your d**k slides out dripping wet. Oh f**k. Im addicted to the sound. Im addicted to the feeling-you thought to yourself. And it was true. You wanted to hear me and feel me squirt. Over and over again. I see it in your eyes. I was your drug. Your eyes rolled back as you listened to me carefully. The most beautiful sound. We made melody together. Play more my love more. Give me more! And oh f**k you gave me more. So much more! Slowing down your stroking. Making me feel you. I grinded slow and hard meeting you halfway. Taking it all for myself. I can just feel you slowly rubbing in me. Feeling everything you wanted me to feel. The sound of us slow f*****g. Yes my love yes! Challenge me! You sign for me to open my mouth by opening your mouth. I automatically mirrored you and opened my mouth. You stuck your two middle fingers in my mouth. My hand moves towards your mouth automatically. Mirroring you again. My two middle fingers in your mouth. Our grinding synced up together. We were grinding together at the same time. Mirroring each other again. Falling further together. We threw our heads back together. Pushing each other to the edge. I squirted harder. You felt me falling deeper. You cummed at me clinching down. You inhaled through your teeth as you fall right with me. Loosing control together. Your c*m making my p***y slicker. You rubbed the slickness around my c**t with the same rhythm of your d**k. Nice and slow. Hearing my p***y making a sticky gooey sound. The sound making you look down at me with that sick grin on your face. You wanted more. So much more. c*m for me. That tone in your voice. I squirted more for you. c*m for me. You plead for more. And i gave you more. Again. Rubbing my c**t faster. Repeating the plea now shouting. AGAIN! I squirted more at your demanding command. Screaming as you made me loose control. c*m for me again you huffed out becoming obsessed. Your words like magic. Squirting every time you demanded it. Oh f**k baby more. f*****g more baby. s**t more. Mmmm. You rubbed my c**t fast and hard. Repeating over and over again. More. More. More. More. More. You started bouncing in me begging for more. More. More. More. Each time becoming more agressive. More! More! More! More! You were loosing your mind. Only wanting more. I opened my legs wider as you pound in my p***y deeper. I squirt hard and long. You rub my c**t fast splashing my squirt everywhere. Ahhhhhhhhh. Im screaming holding my legs open wide. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. I bit out. I was dying. Again. My breathing stopped as i watch you splash my squirt recklessly. You were so reckless, so sick, so mad, so untamed, so wild. Slipping in out my pussyhole as you splashed around in me. I couldn't take it. It was too good and i can't stop. I didn't want to stop. You read my thoughts cause you feel the same way. We shared the same thoughts. You automatically put your dripping fingers in my mouth. Tasting me and tasting you. I slurpped my juices off your fingers as you slide out my mouth. A chilling grin appeared on my face almost making you c*m in an instant. A tingling charge ran up your spine. You needed more. So much more. The rush. The high. The come down. We're breathing hysterically. Our lungs burning with each others flames. I kiss up your neck inhaling your scent as i go. You felt me smiling against your skin. I can never get enough of you. Your scent calming me down in an instant. You were my muse. I want to stay here. Forever. Please say you'll let me stay here. I started to cry. You held me holding your head down on my chest looking away from me. Please...stay. I gasped at the immediate déjà vu. I've said that to you before. In my dreams. Now you're telling me in the exact same way. You took a shaky breath in as if you were crying too. Crying cause you couldn't keep denying that you wanted me to stay. Crying cause you're admitting you need me as much as i need you. You felt ashamed for denying it this whole time. But as you took that breath in you forgave yourself. And thats why you thrusted in me again. You exhaled after thrusting. You looked at me and smirked at me. Cause i need you. Pushing deeper in me. Making me gasp with my mouth wide open. My face burning once again. You finally admitted you needed me. And it felt so good admitting your feelings for me. I tilted my head back basking in your warm love. I start to ride you letting your love cleanse my soul, my mind, my body. We couldn't stop f*****g. Your hand in my hair massaging my scalp. You're so beautiful to me. I let out a moan as you hit another key point. Another déjà vu. I've always told you how beautiful you are to me. Again saying it the exact same way I did. You were my reflection. It was like looking into the mirror. Looking into my own soul.
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