Bella's POV
Mom always said my face was the mirror to my heart. It revealed my hidden feelings which I try to bury deep inside, away from everyone, someplace isolated. Maybe that's why I face lots of unwanted troubles in my way of life. Too hesitant to say no. Too afraid to lose people that makes me agree to say yes unknowingly even. I wonder if I've always been lonely like this then why didn't I get used to it by now.
I had my library duty that day but I was in no state to attend. I was furious. If I went to the library and came across Jake he would ask me questions about my terrible mood. And I wasn't ready to answer them. I decided to go home instead.
It was raining that day too. I came to my locker to get my umbrella which I didn't forget to bring this time. My hands were shaking
