49 "I wish none of this had ever happened..." She spoke quietly; He stopped and looked at her. "Well it's too late for that now my Darling." "I miss… How it used to be." "It's the end of the world. When it is over, we can have it all again. But for the time being, we will make the best of our time." He flipped her over on her stomach, pressing her face into the pillow with one hand, spreading her legs with the other, his fingers curling tight around her hair at the scalp. She was not enjoying herself; she had not wanted to do anything tonight but sleep, she was exhausted. She bit her lip and frowned as he pushed against her from behind. She struggled and pushed him off "What is the matter with you Addison?" “I’m exhausted, Lucian. I just had a baby, my body hurts and you won’t le

