DAY TWELVE
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I'm scared. Petrified. Frightened. I've never felt like this with another person before. And I'm damn near panicking.
I can't like Cassidy. Our relationship's a dead end. I don't want to be hurt. I've been hurt before. Sure, I got over it after a few months, but this? I'm not sure I can recover from this. I'm falling for Cassidy harder every minute that we spend together. There’s still time to stop this. I can't... I don't want to be hurt. Or go to jail.
And I’m not so sure if I really am attracted to her. What if it’s a phase? Am I gay now? What if I chose to be with her, and then I regret it all?
What if I end up hurting her more in the end?
I buried my face in my hands and went out of the house, already dressed for work. It's a bit early, so Cassidy
