CHAPTER NINETEEN Ray was right. I wanted my husband back despite everything. It was very pathetic to want something that you know could ruin you. My husband was my entire world and without him, it felt like I would get dizzy from spinning out of control. It had been three days since I saw him and he’d been trying to call me, leaving a million messages on my phone but I’d blown him off. Racheal and Dotty were passed out on their beds after stumbling in late last night from yet another party. My phone rung, tearing me away from my thoughts and once again, it was Dane. Stepping out of the comfy bed, I picked the call walking out to the balcony. “Hey,” I started. I could feel anticipation kicking through my blood stream. “Chanel,” His voice cut through me, the sane back of my mind critici

