I did not realize when my legs carried me down the stairs. Josh and she were standing in the living area. From the look of it, Josh was completely engrossed in the conversation with her and was reveling every moment of it until Chris and Shanaya broke into their talks. I stood on the last step of the staircase and watched them with curiosity, anger, and maybe jealousy? Josh guided her to the couch and gestured for her to sit. His every action was working like a knife stabbing my heart. But then without a warning, his eyes flicker towards me. My body stiffens and my heart begins to do somersaults as he refuses to back down this time. He holds my gaze with the promise of not looking away. We fight for dominance and like always he wins as the intensity in his eyes forces me to lower my g

