Jane Once again he left me hanging. His sins against me are doubling up with each passing day. This man is playing with my mind and feelings both and I am letting him do that. The next day I woke up with a throbbing head and wounded conscience. Apparently, the alcohol did a terrible job of erasing my memory of last night. I remembered how brazenly I asked him to stay and he politely rejected me. s**t. I should hang myself from the ceiling now. Oh god, why did I take so much alcohol last night? What he must be thinking of me? Wait! Why should I care what he thinks of me? I am not here to please him but make him pay for his sins. And with that thought, the words of Liam came alive in my head. He needs me to destroy Josh. Something that I am planning on doing from the moment I step in h

