He didn't touch me again.
Sebastian Astra retreated three steps, his back hitting a stone pillar in the bedchamber.
His chest was still heaving. He was wrestling the remaining Rage back with sheer will — I could see the veins in his neck pulsing, his fingers clenching and unclenching, and every time they unclenched, a set of half-extended claws retracted back into his fingertips.
He was turning back into a man.
I stayed on my knees among the shattered sedative vial and the overturned copper tray. The silver moon mark on my left wrist was still faintly burning. I didn't dare touch it. I was terrified it would do something I couldn't control.
"What's your name." His voice had steadied. Only a little.
Three thoughts raced through my head before I answered. One: my name was on the Northern prisoner manifest. Not on the Omega Register, but on the standard prisoner roll.
If he checked, he'd find it. Two: if he checked the prisoner roll, he'd see my family name alongside it. Three: he had personally killed my brother.
I decided to tell the truth. Not the full hand. Just the name.
"Eira."
"Eira what."
"Just Eira."
He went silent. His gaze moved from my face to my wrist, then from my wrist back to my eyes. I recognized that expression — he was rifling through mental archives.
The Northern prisoner roll. Royal bloodlines. Execution orders he'd signed with his own hand two years ago. Trying to pull something from the name *Eira*.
He came up empty.
"North." I said it because I wasn't sure if he was still searching. If he was going to check anyway, I'd rather he heard it from me. Telling the truth first is the closest thing to control I have left.
His pupils contracted.
"Northern royal blood," he said. Not a question.
"There is no Northern royal blood anymore. You confirmed that yourself."
His jaw tightened. I didn't know what he was thinking — whether I'd crossed a line, or whether I'd said something true he didn't want to be reminded of.
His Alpha pressure hadn't fully receded yet. Every time his emotions shifted, another layer of lead poured back into the air.
I stood up under that weight. My legs were shaking, but I stood. I don't kneel.
He watched the motion of me rising, half a sentence forming on his lips, then swallowed back. Then he took a step toward me.
I took a step back.
He stopped.
"I won't touch you," he said.
I didn't answer.
"But you're not going anywhere."
"What does that mean."
"Exactly what it sounds like." He lifted a hand and gestured at the chamber door. It was still open. The corridor beyond was empty — the guards had fled long ago. "You don't leave tonight. You don't leave until I figure out what you are."
"I'm a stable hand. Figured out."
"A stable hand —" He began the same sentence again, and again he didn't finish. His gaze dropped to my left wrist for a third time. This time, he looked the longest.
I looked down too.
The silver moon mark was changing. Inside the curve of the crescent, the smooth silver-white lines were sending out a thread-thin tendril, like a plant root, creeping less than a centimeter up my wrist bone toward my forearm.
Barely noticeable. But it was moving.
"It's growing," I said. To myself as much as to him.
He'd seen it too. His throat moved.
On that face, wrecked by a full night of Rage and violence, there was no ferocity now — just something I didn't expect. Something entirely foreign. Like a person who'd never touched boiling water suddenly dipping their fingers in.
"Does it hurt," he asked.
I froze.
That line wasn't in any script I'd prepared. He was supposed to interrogate me. Threaten me. See me as a threat. He asked if it hurt.
"No," I said. Then corrected: "It hurt at first. Then it didn't. Then it was burning. Now…" I looked at the creeping silver thread. "Now it's warm. Like someone pressed a warm cloth against my wrist."
He was quiet for a long time after that. Then he did something that shut me up completely.
He held his own left hand into the moonlight.
On the inside of his wrist — in the exact same spot as mine — was a pale gold mark. Fainter than mine. Finer. But the same shape. Crescent. The same moon.
"You have one too." My voice was barely audible.
"Only after you appeared."
"I didn't —"
"I know you didn't," he said. "If you knew, you wouldn't have walked through that door holding a sedative vial."
No mockery in that sentence. Not even anger. A statement of fact. An Alpha acknowledging that a horse girl had walked into his Rage zone and survived on pure luck, and he had no idea what to do with that luck.
We were silent for a long time. Long enough for the moonlight to shift from the eastern window to the foot of the bed.
Then he spoke.
"Starting tomorrow, you don't go back to the stables."
My heart skipped. "You're putting me in the dungeon."
"I don't have a dungeon for horse feeders."
"Then where —"
"There's an attendant's quarters next to this chamber. You'll stay there."
I opened my mouth. The attendant's quarters was where personal servants slept. No more than twenty paces from the king's bed. He wasn't letting me out of his sight.
"Because of the Mate Bond," I said.
He didn't deny it.
"Because if you can't touch anyone else —"
"I don't touch anyone else." He didn't look at me when he said it. He leaned against the pillar and stared up at the moonlit ceiling. "At least, not until that thing on your wrist disappears."
"Will it disappear?"
"I don't know. I know nothing about Mate Bond marks. That's Omega territory."
He said the word *Omega* flatly. Not the way the court nobles said it, with that faint smirk tugging at the corner of their mouths. He said *Omega* the way I had said *stable* — a category. Not an identity.
I filed that in the *pending analysis* drawer of my mind. I already had a lot of drawers for him.
This man: personally killed my brother, assigned war prisoners to shovel manure, nearly crushed my bones during Rage, and the first thing he asked when the violence faded was whether I was in pain. I couldn't understand him. I wasn't sure I wanted to.
The clock tower struck three in the morning when he pushed me into the attendant's quarters next door.
The room was tiny. A bed. A desk. A window facing east, looking out over the stable roof. I knew that roof — I'd hidden a stolen piece of parchment and a stub of charcoal up there, used them to record the guard rotations every day. Still there.
I lay on the bed without taking off my shoes. My left wrist rested on my chest, the silver moon mark pressed against my heartbeat.
It was warm.
When I closed my eyes, only one question remained. Not about the prophecy. Not about the Mate Bond. Not about Sebastian Astra's trembling hands.
About the sedatives shattered on the floor.
Full moon Alpha Rage requires maximum-dose sedatives dispensed by the royal pharmacy — which meant this wasn't a one-time incident. It was routine.
It meant every month he went through a near-collapse. It meant I had no idea how he'd survived twenty-six years of this, and no one had ever told me.
But in two years in the stables, I had never once seen the pharmacy wagon reduce its sedative shipments.
He was getting worse.
And the mark on my wrist was growing in his direction.
I curled my fingers tight. If his decline was a blade, was my mark the sheath or the whetstone — I didn't know. But the stables had taught me one thing: don't worry about someone before you understand the stakes. It'll kill you.