My tears never stopped flowing as I turned my back on him. I could feel his gaze on my back. I don’t know how I was able to get here even though I knew I could see him.
"Are you happy now, Loli? Are you happy now that you see me hurting so much?" he asked coldly.
I was unable to speak.
I just let my tears flow. I closed my eyes, hoping my tears would subside. My lips almost bled from my intense bite here.
'No! I'm not happy, Hunito! How can I be happy if I know you will marry someone else? '
But I restrained myself from saying those things. No. I wanted this to happen. This is the result of my decisions.
I don't want him to think I regret everything.
I don't want to think I ate all the words when I left him before.
I don't want him to think that I still love him to this day.
I took a deep breath. I adjusted myself and held my breath to answer.
"Yes, Hunito. But I'm not happy because you're hurt. I'm happy because I didn't make the mistake of leaving you."
It was as if my heart was breaking as I said those words. Even though it was painful, I tried to stay calm. I do not want to love the person who is the cause of my bitter past.
I do not want to be hurt anymore.
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