I thought about going to church today but changed my mind at the last moment. There is no salvation quite right for me these days, as I am having a difficult time with organized religion. However, I watched Garner Ted Armstrong and felt much better about the world and myself after he spoke about ridding oneself of guilt. I think that is hard to do, but there is the prospect of purging guilt.
There is the old joke: How to have guilt without s*x.
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I have not heard a word from Caroline DeBauché, nor from her brother. I thought about buying a g*n, but that’s stupid, as well as unnecessary. She probably forgot everything once she got back home. Besides, I never touched her. I rubbed her t**s a little bit that night while kissing her, but big deal. I never r***d her, that’s for damn sure.
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