My dearest Booke, I have returned to Wansdyke. When I stepped out of the carriage, I was astonished that nothing had changed, for I felt that I had grown so much older. I even checked my reflection in a mirror as I washed the road grime from my face and neck, thinking that surely I must have aged while I was away! Catherine squealed like a child when she came into the drawing room and found me. I do love her so! While I was on the road, I mentally composed a letter. Can you guess to whom? No? I am teasing you. No, it is not to Mr. Dryden. I am done with lies and half truths. I am also done with apologies for lies and half truths. It is a letter to Louisa. I know I do not need to tell you what I said. But there were no lies or half truths in it. I am so tired now, dear Booke. I must

