It was such a pleasant memory, the beauty of Christian alongside of me. Although I knew that I had to be both protective and loving, the weight of my past witchery practically destroyed me. I just felt so cold, empty, and alone. But Christian brought me back to life. Even if he was hollow, even if the darkness overtook him. Even if Christian had practically forced himself upon Chloe right before my very eyes. I knew that Christian stood for darkness now. It was very clear, quite evident to me. Deep within my soul, I desired for us to be together permanently. And yet… After seeing what Christian had done to Chloe, I was starting to have my doubts if it was practical in the end. It wasn't practical to be this way at all. I knew it wasn't. And yet, still, I craved the warm embrace of C

