28: b**m Club? > A b**m club? A fuckin b**m Club? Oh my God! I think I took a bite bigger than I can chew. As if the idea itself wasn’t enough to traumatize me, I made a mistake by googling 'b**m porn'. Now both my head and my search history are tainted. Oh my f*****g God. I am sure I have lost noteworthy brain cells in that assault last night. Only that could explain my stupid behaviour. Stupid, so fuckin stupid. I call Lena in panic. “Sophie? Why are you awake yet?” she asks in a drowsy voice, and I glance at the watch. It's 1 am. “Ummm, I feel like someone has given me a shot of adrenaline,” I admit truthfully. “Wait what? You are supposed to be taking a rest. What were you doing?” She asks, sobering up from her sleep. I bite my lips. “I… I was curious

