January…
Change doesn’t happen overnight.
But s**t, I wish it would go faster than this.
thisIt doesn’t help that I’m nervous as all hell, and I just want class to start already and I’m going to lose my mind a little if the door to the classroom opens and it’s not the professor, or hell, more people I don’t know.
startmoreIt’s weird, how some people stick together, say hello to each other, introduce themselves in a business-like fashion that has me squirming in my seat with secondhand embarrassment, embarrassment that I don’t know anyone.
Hell, it feels like a horrifying grown-up version of your first day at a new school, where everyone already knows each other, and there isn’t a hope in hell at being welcomed into a group, at finding where you belong.
It’s fine, though, even if I’m
