Mated To The Cruel Alpha

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There is a moment in your life where you bust into tears in your room and you realise nobody knows how unhappy you really are, It hits you the hardest at night when all the overthinking the stress of things you can't change. it hurts and some days it felt like I was drawing it's been four days since Liam told me to leave it's been four days since I got that text I still didn't know who sent it I haven't told anyone about it either. Olivia has become a rack she locked herself up in her room the first two days today I decided to take her shopping to cheer her up I hope it works concerning that I hate shopping.

"Liv!" she looked so sad I'm surprised that she was already so attached to Mason so fast maybe that is what happens when you accept your mate you get to experience the happiness that comes with it.

"Oliva" I call out and she barely lifts her head to acknowledge me.

"Well well look who's back boys" A chill ran down my spine I knew that voice no it can't be.

"Joshua," I said when he came into view I looked around to see where Jake and Owen were and I couldn't see them anywhere f**k I just hoped Joshua wasn't stupid enough to do something, stupid in front of the humans.

Joshua's presence had managed to snap Olivia out of her state I was about to get up when Joshua grabbed my head and pulled me close to him the action caused me to drop the car and drink the noise attracted unwanted attention he leaned down and rubbed his cheek on mine I felt him slowly getting a hard-on from that action and I felt dirty I wanted him to leave me.

"Where do you think you're going we have some unfinished business to get to," he said rubbing his hard-on against my hip memories of what almost happened at school, filled my vision.

he looked up and stopped what he was doing and let go of me I felt weak I felt dirty I wanted the earth to open up and swallow me whole.

"I'll see you around sweetheart," Joshua said leaving I don't know how I was still standing up but I was.

"Luna are you okay," Jake asked I just nodded Olivia said something to him.

I was on autopilot this is what I was running away from this place has been nothing but a reminder of what I didn't have I've experienced more pain and sadness here than I felt love and joy I never wanted to come back here that's it I'm leaving this s**t hole it's clear that Liam doesn't want anything to do with me so why am I still here we got in the car and Jake was talking on the phone with someone he sounded very upset Dark Moon pack wasn't far from the city I spent the rest of the ride looking out of the window planning my escape.

"Mia " Olivia tapped my shoulder and I turned to look at her.

"I'm sorry okay" I nodded and wiped the tear off her face.

" it's fine anyway I was the one who insisted on using going out anyway," I said smiling it didn't reach my eyes I knew it but I was good with pretending I'd been pretending to be happy all my life happiness was foreign to me.

Jake dropped off Oliva before, taking me home. I got out and walked inside it was eerily quiet I walked to the kitchen and called out for my mom and proceeded to my dad's study it seemed like nobody was home I walked to my room and took out a backpack and put in all my essentials I took out a pen and paper and seat down on my study desk.

Dear mom and dad

The saddest goodbyes are the one's left unsaid or unexplained it's never easy to say goodbye to the ones you love I'm sorry for breaking your heart mom, Sadly enough, the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are left unsaid and never explained like Winnie the Pooh said "How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard" and I know that I'm lucky enough to have y'all in my life I'm thankful for all that you have given me for giving me a home when mine was destroyed and for giving me the mothers love when my mother couldn't I know I hardly say it but mom and dad I love y'all

Mia.

I took my backpack and placed it next to the window I opened up my window so that it's ready I walk out of my room and went downstairs Jake was sitting in the living room and keep an eye on the front lawn I walked in his direction.

" Hey," I said sitting next to him.

"Luna " he bowed his head in respect.

"Why did Liam send you herewith me," I asked curiously I mean if he didn't want me anymore why go the extra mile of making sure I was safe.

"I wasn't told why I was just instructed to make sure that hour safe, " Jake said looking outside.

"Why doesn't Olivia have guards"

"Miss Olivia isn't in as much danger as you are, your mate to the most powerful alpha as long as you are breathing your life is in danger right now nobody is aware of your relationship with Alpha Liam the minute word gets out that you're his mate everyone will be looking for you to get to him " But that doesn't explain why he said me home Owen was sitting in the kitchen looking out the window that overlooked the backyard, it was much earlier to have a conversation with Jake as he was easier to confront then Owen, I learnt that he wasn't much of a talker and that he respected and admired Liam.

"Owen I think I left my phone in the car do you mind checking it for me " he just nodded and went to the front door I took a bottle of water from the fridge and went upstairs.

"I'll be in my room," I told Jake as I ran up the stairs I ran to my room put the latter on my work desk took my backpack and jumped out of the window I ran in the direction of the forest I ran in a zig-zag pattern I ran till I crossed our pack border I kept running till I reached a stream.

Ivy, we have to change. I told my wolf.

'I'm always stuck in your drama and stupidity you know ' Ivy complained and I couldn't suppress the urge to roll my eyes at her the shifting and relocation on my bones was a sickening and painful sound when the transformation was finished I looked at my reflection in the stream my coat was snow white and I had bright blue eyes.

wow, Ivy,

' I know I'm beautiful ' ivy commented proudly she picked up the backpack with her mouth and started running I thought I was fast but everything seemed like a blur with Ivy I liked how the wind felt on my coat.

we're going west ivy nobody will be looking for us there

' But the west is the lyncan's side ' Ivy said worriedly because the wars between species wolves weren't allowed in Lycans territory vice verse.

we'll stay in the town that divides both territories.

' Are you sure about your plan ' I nodded and Ivy kept running till we reached No Man's land. we hide behind a tree as we changed back into human form and got dressed. we walked down the cliff till I got to the town was big it was a place where all species came to live without Judgement people who live here were the ones who wanted nothing to do with the war and wanted to live peacefully amongst humans.

'where are we going to stay ' Ivy asked as we walked through the town.

I still have my stash of cash well stay in a motel till we find a nice place to stay I'll look for a job too.

we kept walking till we found a crappie motel I walked inside the place didn't look like it followed health codes but this was the only place I could afford right now I walked to the receptionist desk and a chubby guy was sitting behind the desk his eyes roamed my body as I walked in and lingered on my breasts I felt like throwing up.

"Well what is a pretty thing like you doing here," he asked wiggling his eyebrows and I wanted to roll my eyes at him.

"I'm looking for a room," I said suppressing the urge to punch the guy.

" What kind of room are you looking for sweetheart" that name reminded me of Joshua of what he almost did you me of what he wanted to do to me.

"Whatever you have available in paying cash," I said taking out the money he greedily looked at the bills I put on the counter and gave me a key after taking my information I walked out and into the direction of my room.

there was a bed Tv and bathroom I walked into the room it had a musky smell I locked the door and throw my bag on the bed.

tomorrow I start looking for work it was getting dark outside

'Do you think there is room service, here ' Ivy asked jokingly I laughed.

No, I don't think so.

I lay on the bed watching Tv till I fell asleep. I was awakened hours later by sounds I opened my eye and took out my phone it was 1 am and I had 3 text notifications one was from Liv asking me where I was and that my parents were freaking out the second was from the unsaved number.

*You can run but you can't hide sweetheart I will find you* Sweetheart realised that besides the pervert at the receptionist Joshua was the only person who called me, Sweetheart. fear and dread filled me as I read the last text.

Liam: *I'm coming* Liam knew where I was how was that even possible I looked at the time he sent it and I realised that I was too late he sent that 7 hours ago if he knows where I am the chances of him already being here are high, I heard a door unlock and a calm Liam entered my room he made the already small room feel tiny.