I do not know what happened after I left running away from the front of the study room and went to join the twins. And finally got down and claim the seats in the dining table and waits for them. It did not take that long as they came together with Riel and his solemn face and silence as he claims seat in front of me. The dinner started and sadly ended so quiet, quiet made by Riel's silence. Even though the twins keeps talking about what happened today with happiness in their faces, making their grandma smile their father just could not seem to enjoy it like they do. I could not help also but to look at him, observe him and worry for him, for what they talked about after I left. I feel like the dinner lasted longer than usual because of Riel's doing. I wanted to do something about i

