Alexander
My dearest Rachel,
I know you are confused as to why I’m writing this and not calling you. You may hate me after reading this and that’s okay. You were right… I am bad for you. Like a plague taking over your body and infecting your innocence. I’m not going to lie, I never wanted to push you away and you can hate me all you want. It wasn’t my idea to kick you out of my life, it was our father’s idea. They thought they were protecting you, but they were so wrong on so many levels. If I never listened to them, that bastard wouldn’t have ever touched you.
I know you don’t remember much about that night, but I remember every detail. You were knocked out when you were found. Giovanni didn’t find you, I did. It tore me in half as I held you in my arms. I could’ve protected you, but
