Lydia
My sweet Lydia,
If you’re reading this letter, it means I had to depart from you. Please believe me, that’s the last thing I wanted to do. My kotenok, do not cry. Everything I’m doing is all for you. You will hear things about me and I’m so f*****g sorry. Baby, I need you to trust me. In order to rid this world of this wretched poison, I have to become the very thing I hate. I have to become a dark soul with a cold heart. I’m going to be the sly fox and beat my father at his own game. Corruption at it’s finest. Please, don’t be angry with me, little firecracker. If you hear about the twisted things I have to do, just please know it’s to keep you and my sister safe. I love you, kotenok.
I promise I’m coming back for you,
Nikolai
A lone tear slips down my face falling on the lett
