Lydia
I couldn’t eat.
I couldn’t sleep.
Not without knowing Nikolai was alive and well.
I feared something bad would happen to him.
And it would be all my fault.
He was doing this for me.
All for me.
I haven’t told a soul about my pregnancy, but the looks Luka was giving me was telling me he knew. I know Nikolai and I said he wanted to tell his sister, but she was my best friend. She was okay with us being together and didn’t appear to be mad at me.
How would she react to me carrying her brother’s baby though?
“Lydia, you need to eat. Nikolai wouldn’t like that.” Vladimir frowned as he set the tray of food down.
“I said I wasn’t f*****g hungry.” I turned on my side avoiding his glare.
“It’s not good for the…” He trailed off muttering.
“What did you just say?!” I shot up narr
